Have you ever felt like you belong to something other than your own family?? Or like theres another something that makes you happy when you're with a whole lot of people??
CHOIR
is my second family.
No matter how many times we sing out of tune or how we always stress out when we cant get that note right or how when we see one of our member feeling sad or maybe theres something bothering them??
Well, I feel you. I care for you:) all of you. Although I dont some of you well enough, I do care for you.
I've been in choir since Form1. I still remember how Hui Chi made sure we drank a cup of honey she made for each and every one of us. I still remember that I was always the first girl to be there for morning practices(Form 1). I still remember how we cried together, feeling overwhemled by a song we just sang together. I still remember Joyce's year.
When we almost made it for nationals last year. I still remember how we all cried and hugged each other telling ourselves its okay.
Im scard that I wont be able to relive nationals with you girls:) I really want to.
It means soo much to me if we really did make it to nationals. In time, we will. I will always treasure these moments of happiness that we all share together. I will always treasure them.
Reader?? You're probably thinking why do I even bother about my school's choir team. Probably to some, its lame. Well, its personally personal for me. I mean when I saw how happy the 2010 choral speakers were when the won states, I was jealous. I was. I admit it. But at the same time I was sooo happy for them. The reason I was jealous was because I knew how that felt. And that was a long time ago. Four years back. Seeing them soo happy, made me wanna experience nationals Again with you girls.
Amreeta??? Im so proud of you. Well done dear. Well done. Same goes to the rest.
Hopefully, this year, everything will fall into place. Like the family we were before.
Who am I???
Im just a girl who loves singing with a bunch of monkeys:)
Friday, 30 April 2010
As Always
Frankly speaking?? Its been an emotional week for me.
For some reason. Maybe I dont even know why?? Maybe.
I'll continue to smile:) as always.
For some reason. Maybe I dont even know why?? Maybe.
I'll continue to smile:) as always.
Tuesday, 27 April 2010
The Laughing Stock
We had Segak today. FINALLY because everytime they say we have segak,we end up not doing segak. Practically a waste of time wearing PJ clothes. Anyways
BACK TO THE STORY
We were waiting for our teacher to come,so we played and did some crazy stuff while waiting I guess. What a coincidence Fatema and I thought about playing that hand-clap thingy. So we did.
Then Kalu-Kali and Levi started carrying people around. Well that caught our attetion. We watched. Then they came to our side and I was like (dont carry me). I was :) cuz I heard
Kalu-Kali saying lets get Loh. YAY lucky me. The moment I turned around,I was dragged off the ground!!! HAHAHA I couldnt stop laughing XD. Then I started kicking here and there so they would let me go.They did. But then I noticed something else.. Esther,Rachelle,Sofea,Loh,Fatema,Kalu-Kali and Levi all started laughing at me.
WHY WHY WHY???!!!
I asked them.
They said my pants had holes!! OMFG!!! haha I started laughing:] I didnt noticed until today.
Reader, you're probably wondering why am I blogging about my humiliation??
Well thats because I DONT KNOW WHY AM I BLOGGING ABOUT MY HUMILIATION!!
I think Im starting to lose my mind!! Literally:[
okay
Teacher came, and we did segak.
Sofea was partner up-ed with me:]
We were doing sit-ups and Esther was next to me,doing the same thing.
Obviously,I havent practiced anything at all. I remember I used to be really athletic because of badminton. Those were the days. GONE.
BACK TO THE STORY
So obviously sit-ups were a struggle to me. And to the others too. HAHA
the first time I actually managed to do a complete sit-up was when I
******!!!
I looked at Esther. Surprised that she's the same girl I look at when I first did it.
I mean **** in public.
LOL
Im guessing she heard cuz she was laughing when I looked at her.
Then I remembered Sofea!!
I looked at her and she burst out laughing!!!
They heard!!
I laughed.
I told Rachelle, Fatema and Loh what happened as they were behind Sofea.
They burst out laughing.
HILLARIOUS
NOW IM KNOWN AS
****girl:'[
hahaah
What A Day
Sunday, 25 April 2010
when great minds think alike
haha:) Great Minds Think Alike???
Well on certain occasions, actually almost everyday in school:) me and my friends do stuff or say stuff at the same time. I mean its more of a
fran: (sings) you shine brighter than anyone!! Well I think we're taking this too far dont you know that....
sofea:hey I was just thinking about that song in my head!!
Well this is what I mean. (:
hahaa when Rach told me bout her blog and my blog?? The first thing I thought of was whoooaa are somehow connected or like are we twins or something???? I mean all of this happen regularly. This shows how close I've grown with my friends. We're so close, we practically do everything alike:) like Twins.
haha i still rmb the part where Sofea bought the same skirts I bought from Cotton On. Haha what a coincidence.
Sofea Bernie Sonia Rachelle Loh Esther Natasha Fatema
THIS BLOG POST IS FOR YOU LADIES:)
<3
Yes We Think Alike and are practically like sisters. Thats what's sooo awesome about knowing people who are somehow like you:)
Well on certain occasions, actually almost everyday in school:) me and my friends do stuff or say stuff at the same time. I mean its more of a
fran: (sings) you shine brighter than anyone!! Well I think we're taking this too far dont you know that....
sofea:hey I was just thinking about that song in my head!!
Well this is what I mean. (:
hahaa when Rach told me bout her blog and my blog?? The first thing I thought of was whoooaa are somehow connected or like are we twins or something???? I mean all of this happen regularly. This shows how close I've grown with my friends. We're so close, we practically do everything alike:) like Twins.
haha i still rmb the part where Sofea bought the same skirts I bought from Cotton On. Haha what a coincidence.
Sofea Bernie Sonia Rachelle Loh Esther Natasha Fatema
THIS BLOG POST IS FOR YOU LADIES:)
<3
Yes We Think Alike and are practically like sisters. Thats what's sooo awesome about knowing people who are somehow like you:)
Saturday, 24 April 2010
I See You
'I See You' its a line the Nabis say when they see the real you. Through your heart.
At least I think that's why they say it or maybe they mean "wo ai ni"??? Haha its kinda sweet though.
All this time, I keep saying that theres no point watching Avatar-.- well that movie prove me wrong today:) Director??? You the MAN!! Teehee
Actuall its more of a sad movie for me:"( soo many Nabis died and people too. Imagine something greater than human. Ofcourse theres God. But what I meant was imagine theres like another living thing that's greater than us. Do you get what I mean?? Haha probably not. I mean what if theres something out there that we havent discovered yet and imagine they did what the humans did to the Nabis to us. Wont that be terrible?? I mean its so sad that the humans plan to destroy the 'soul tree' for money. Im not surprise that there are people out there who dares to kill many lives for money. Im not surprised.
Its amazing how the Nabis stand for what they believe in. They fight for what they want. They believe in being together as One. Now that is something, something not easy to gain. That is something I look forward for in life. Idk how?? But yea.
I like the scientist in the movie. Yes the lady that died. )": She honors the way the Nabis live. She learned from them and they learn from her. Like charity work. In a way I guess.
The Nabis like her. They children I mean. So sweet:) but she died in the end. The Nabis tried saving her with the help of the 'soul tree'. They tried to transfer her body into her Nabi body. Haha get what I mean??? But she was too weak. At least she died knowing where she was. Knowing that, that place, The Pandora, was where she wanted to be.
Now that got me thinking that if I die?? I wanna die in peace,surrounded by people I love and care about:)
Well the conclusion is: Avatar is a sad movie. For me at least.
At least I think that's why they say it or maybe they mean "wo ai ni"??? Haha its kinda sweet though.
All this time, I keep saying that theres no point watching Avatar-.- well that movie prove me wrong today:) Director??? You the MAN!! Teehee
Actuall its more of a sad movie for me:"( soo many Nabis died and people too. Imagine something greater than human. Ofcourse theres God. But what I meant was imagine theres like another living thing that's greater than us. Do you get what I mean?? Haha probably not. I mean what if theres something out there that we havent discovered yet and imagine they did what the humans did to the Nabis to us. Wont that be terrible?? I mean its so sad that the humans plan to destroy the 'soul tree' for money. Im not surprise that there are people out there who dares to kill many lives for money. Im not surprised.
Its amazing how the Nabis stand for what they believe in. They fight for what they want. They believe in being together as One. Now that is something, something not easy to gain. That is something I look forward for in life. Idk how?? But yea.
I like the scientist in the movie. Yes the lady that died. )": She honors the way the Nabis live. She learned from them and they learn from her. Like charity work. In a way I guess.
The Nabis like her. They children I mean. So sweet:) but she died in the end. The Nabis tried saving her with the help of the 'soul tree'. They tried to transfer her body into her Nabi body. Haha get what I mean??? But she was too weak. At least she died knowing where she was. Knowing that, that place, The Pandora, was where she wanted to be.
Now that got me thinking that if I die?? I wanna die in peace,surrounded by people I love and care about:)
Well the conclusion is: Avatar is a sad movie. For me at least.
Friday, 23 April 2010
All Again For You
ciscowantsgreenapple here:) HELLO!! (X
hmmph these days Im just trying to figure out what to blog about. Heeeee:p
I literally cry when I hear We The Kings's All Again For You:"( It just bring back memories of the past. I rmb telling this to Potato on the phone:) Just so you know??? Im always here for you dear. Times like these are times where you need someone to be there for you. So Potato you've got me!! Peeekabooo I see You:)
hmmmph I've gotta start saving lots of money:) for what ah??? Haha I dont know.
Owh yeeaw I want ROLLERBLADES!!! I suddenly have this urge to just rollerblade everywhere!! Haha
and here we go again
with all the things we said
and not a minute spent
to think that we'd regret
so we just take them back
and this words will hold our breath
forget the things we swore we meant
I'll write you just to let you know
that im alright
cant say im say to see you go
cause im not
im not
[here we go again] *paramore
right now im addicted to this song:)
Funeral For A Friend
The Hoosiers
No Use For A Name
Sunny Day Real Estate
I would like to own every single album of theirs( bands above)
Imagine. A whole stack of Cisco's cd collection.
Peace out <3
hmmph these days Im just trying to figure out what to blog about. Heeeee:p
I literally cry when I hear We The Kings's All Again For You:"( It just bring back memories of the past. I rmb telling this to Potato on the phone:) Just so you know??? Im always here for you dear. Times like these are times where you need someone to be there for you. So Potato you've got me!! Peeekabooo I see You:)
hmmmph I've gotta start saving lots of money:) for what ah??? Haha I dont know.
Owh yeeaw I want ROLLERBLADES!!! I suddenly have this urge to just rollerblade everywhere!! Haha
and here we go again
with all the things we said
and not a minute spent
to think that we'd regret
so we just take them back
and this words will hold our breath
forget the things we swore we meant
I'll write you just to let you know
that im alright
cant say im say to see you go
cause im not
im not
[here we go again] *paramore
right now im addicted to this song:)
Funeral For A Friend
The Hoosiers
No Use For A Name
Sunny Day Real Estate
I would like to own every single album of theirs( bands above)
Imagine. A whole stack of Cisco's cd collection.
Peace out <3
Tuesday, 20 April 2010
Dont wanna start it all over again
Im not the kind who can deal with pressure. Honestly, look what happened to me last year. Dont wanna be that ever again. So wont you help me??
Are you okay???
Okay obviously you're blogging about me -.-
I dont blog about other people if you know what I mean. So right now, I am TELLING YOU that if you have a problem with me?? You can just come and talk to me. You dont have to blog about it and talk about it to everyone except me. Honestly, I dont even know why you're jealous or what so ever maybe because you misunderstood me?? Or idk maybe you just over think the situation. I dont mean any harm at all. I dont even know why you're mad. I mean talk to me if you feel that theres something wrong!! Seriously it'll just clear things up. You dont have to talk to my friends and make it look like I did something really bad or whatever you think I did-.- and now YOU HATE me?? Wth?? I didnt do anything to you. Maybe you thought I did?? I understand its your point of view but HELLO??? Try putting yourself in a situation where you did something normal and this girl goes around telling people that you did that just to make her jealous. Woman I Have Better Things To Do Than Annoy You!!!! I honestly want no problems from you. And if you think Im ignoring you, Im not.
And if this shit continues??? I'll come talk to you myself and if I do?? Just tell me the Truth.
I dont blog about other people if you know what I mean. So right now, I am TELLING YOU that if you have a problem with me?? You can just come and talk to me. You dont have to blog about it and talk about it to everyone except me. Honestly, I dont even know why you're jealous or what so ever maybe because you misunderstood me?? Or idk maybe you just over think the situation. I dont mean any harm at all. I dont even know why you're mad. I mean talk to me if you feel that theres something wrong!! Seriously it'll just clear things up. You dont have to talk to my friends and make it look like I did something really bad or whatever you think I did-.- and now YOU HATE me?? Wth?? I didnt do anything to you. Maybe you thought I did?? I understand its your point of view but HELLO??? Try putting yourself in a situation where you did something normal and this girl goes around telling people that you did that just to make her jealous. Woman I Have Better Things To Do Than Annoy You!!!! I honestly want no problems from you. And if you think Im ignoring you, Im not.
And if this shit continues??? I'll come talk to you myself and if I do?? Just tell me the Truth.
Sunday, 18 April 2010
She said, He said
We are not going to get to anywhere if we are not true to who we are quote Hayley Nichole Williams.
I noticed that sometimes things change. It may not be the way you want it to be but its just nature. For example people change, some for the good and some for the bad. Im not trying to prove anyone anything here, Im just stating something that I was just thinking about. So yea:) you may not like it but when time passes, trust me I belive you'll take it in. At times I tend to pray for things to go my way and I thank GOD for that. And at times, life's just like shit-.- still I turn to You:)
LIFE right now is good :]
ps: I hope that wherever we are, we will still stay the same as you said so:) and that whatever happens in the future is for the best of both worlds.
I noticed that sometimes things change. It may not be the way you want it to be but its just nature. For example people change, some for the good and some for the bad. Im not trying to prove anyone anything here, Im just stating something that I was just thinking about. So yea:) you may not like it but when time passes, trust me I belive you'll take it in. At times I tend to pray for things to go my way and I thank GOD for that. And at times, life's just like shit-.- still I turn to You:)
LIFE right now is good :]
ps: I hope that wherever we are, we will still stay the same as you said so:) and that whatever happens in the future is for the best of both worlds.
Sunday, 11 April 2010
Here We Go Again
I will disguise myself as a pill and descend.Feelings come and go. There I said it.
Saturday, 10 April 2010
The Clash Of The Retards XD
Heeeeeee:] went out with Sofea,Bernie and Loh todaay:] Though I wished Sonia,Esther,Rachelle and Fatema came along.We watched The Clash Of The Titans.We were so excited to watch it because we're kinda like into myth history/story??? whatever you call it XD. B,L,S bought that Percy Jackson myth guide book thingy[its kinda cool] GO BUY IT!!! lol. Anyways, L bought The Beatles's album and Lifehouse or something?? IDK but she did buy something.Heeeee I bought FLORENCE AND THE MACHINE and OWL CITY's album:]
THEN HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY WAS WHEN
POTATO GAVE ME
'ALL WE KNOW IS FALLING'!!!!!!
I mean how cool is that???? I was practically saying OMG the whole time. I think. I nearly cried too. THANK YOU WOMAN!!!!!!
Basically today was a good day:] wished the rest were there too.Next time, they will:]
Sunday, 4 April 2010
I Cant Smile Without You
Happy Birthday Daddy!!! Im so glad you enjoyed today:) At least I think you did. Haha. Well we sorta had this lunch birthday thingy for daddy and me?? Lol why me?? -.- At Lucky Palace. And we had this room to ourselves with kareoke thingys!! 2nd time:) anyways .. Everyone was there!! I mean the whole family. Started singing with cousins and uncles and aunts.. Practically the whole family. Even mama was laughing along. I felt like I had to appreciate what happened today. Then the birthday cake came. Everyone sang for my dad. Happy Birthday dad!! :) then it was my turn.. I mean today's not really my birthday.. But usually we celebrate together. Haha before singing happy bday the song 'I Cant Smile Without You' came out on the kareoke thingy. And everyone sang that song to me. LoL. Idk why?? But that just made my day:)
family always comes first <3
family always comes first <3
Saturday, 3 April 2010
Happy Easter:)
ciscowantsgreenapple present:)
Went for dinner with the whole bunch of family just now. Apparently my auntie who just came back frm the U.S just came back with her family:) lol two weeks was all it takes. And she bought me this Edward Cullen pillow case-.- haha readers I know what you're probably thinking. Well its the thought that counts:) anyways.. Went to church after that. Decided to sit with Esther for mass. We sat upstair:) neways, took communion and wished everyone Happy Easter:) mass was a good time to celebrate Easter?? Lol . Memorable, I guess:) owh Im totally missing the whole point of blogging.. Haha during dinner??? Guess who was the main topic ?? Me!! I mean my pimples!! Mom was like fran come over!! Then when I did?? My aunts were like 'dear, you have so many pimples!! Do you wash your face???' =.= haiyoooyoo !! This is what I get for being a teen-.- hahaha
Happy Easter everyone!!!
Went for dinner with the whole bunch of family just now. Apparently my auntie who just came back frm the U.S just came back with her family:) lol two weeks was all it takes. And she bought me this Edward Cullen pillow case-.- haha readers I know what you're probably thinking. Well its the thought that counts:) anyways.. Went to church after that. Decided to sit with Esther for mass. We sat upstair:) neways, took communion and wished everyone Happy Easter:) mass was a good time to celebrate Easter?? Lol . Memorable, I guess:) owh Im totally missing the whole point of blogging.. Haha during dinner??? Guess who was the main topic ?? Me!! I mean my pimples!! Mom was like fran come over!! Then when I did?? My aunts were like 'dear, you have so many pimples!! Do you wash your face???' =.= haiyoooyoo !! This is what I get for being a teen-.- hahaha
Happy Easter everyone!!!
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