3RD SEM DEGREE

Currently in my 3rd semester for first year in degree. Its been quite of awhile but I took up on gymming too. The first few months were like trial and error. Still am learning but I know a lot more now. Both Alex and Calvin are helping me out and giving me advices like a coach. Appreciate that. Thanks guys. I'm definitely living a healthier life right now but its also not just the lifestyle I'm aiming for. I'm more comfortable with my body that I ever was before. Still, the progress I've made so far  is not one to be proud of yet. It makes me want to do more with myself. I'd say taking this sport up is also mentally challenging. I've always had problems with insecurities and I still do. Well all in all, I'm pretty glad that I took this up. *We all took it up.

Oh and I can't believe I'm also taking whey protein right now. Another reason to work harder so I don't waste it off. A big thank you to you guys for getting me into this especially you love.

Time for bed. Goodnight everyone.

It's 3.27am and I should be heading into bed right now but the urge to blog just came up so what the heck right? Last post was dated back in August. We're in the mid of November now. Well not really, December's in a few days. I mean where did the time go? I just realized a few hours ago that the year's coming to an end already. A lot has happened within this whole time frame in 2013. So much has changed and not to mention having to adapt to change. You have got to keep doing better fran. It's not enough.

So its almost the end of August already. I just had a week of my second semester. Had three weeks of break earlier on. It was decent although I wished I had another week extended. From my two cousin brothers coming back from the states to jennifer's wedding. To Alex coming back around the same time and getting to know him a little more this time. One of Calvin's. Even Wan. I can see why they're his closest. That whole time frame. I think it was about two months plus? Everyone was home. Calvin had his break as well. I started classes again. Met the girls a couple of times also I think. It was alright. The whole break thing. I had a good time being off from uni. Time well spent. Everyone went back. Some starting off somewhere new again. Same routines here and there. I think things are going pretty okay. Well for starters, I definitely put on some fat.. on my thighs. Damn. THAT IS NOT OKAY. Well if you think something's wrong with me, boy that means you havent seen me in awhile. Here's something to put yall to sleep. If I Ruled The World by Jamie Cullum. Yeah, I stole this from calvin's ipod.. Goodnight

What the fuck. Watch.

Its 3am. Sitting around with a glass of wine in hand. Orange lights. Music.

2nd day of university tomorrow in Inti. This should be good for me.

Hi. So what's up with life right now is that I am done with foundation. Done with college. I don't exactly feel as much because college was pretty much of an 'okay' thing for me with a  few mishaps here and there. College was okay. I definitely hope it'll be better for me when I'm doing my degree. An improved environment is what I hope for. I hope to meet new people as well. I want to grow. I don't need to explain myself here about anything in particular so that stops here.
Okay. So next weekend is my cousin's wedding dinner. Everyone at home's pretty excited la. I guess.
Cousin brothers also coming back from the states. I missed them a lot. Happy about that too.
Again tonight before leaving for home, I had another moment of realization.
Family. If I were to lose everyone I have (friends, lovers and what not), I know I'd still have family. Not just my parents and siblings but the rest of them. I pretty much grew up with them by my side. Nineteen today and we still have our gatherings on weekends. Theres a whole bunch of big personalities in there, but we're still here. Still together. As much as I sometimes wish to have some time away from them, at the end of the day, its always going to be a good time with them. I know yehyeh is happy. I watch him watch us. He's getting a little older now though. Lets not go there. Anyways.
I asked my mom once. Mommy what made you say yes to daddy?
She told me that she loved my dad and she loved his family. Mommy's got her own story about that la so I'll keep that away from here. I'm thankful. I really am. Today, right now. I feel blessed. I hope that the person I'll end up with, sees this. Feel accepted as well.
I'm on holiday now. Everyday is Friday for now.