Had that dream today. I know somehow it'll never happen to me. Thinking about it makes me judge myself. Remembering what people told about their first impression when they see me. I've been getting the same kind of impression from a lot of people. Then again thinking about me. Am I really like that?? Why dont I know who I am?? I dont know. I dont know what to believe or see. And it does hurts when I hear people say that. Really it hurts.
Moved on. Needed to go to church to be a warden. Then again I was tired from camp. I was. Needed to be smiley today. Did it worked?? But I know Im not poker face. You asked whether I was okay. Why Im emo?? LOL I was just tired??? Well thats what I said. Everyone thought I was emo. Am I really that bad of a poker face??? well yes. I am tired and sad. Thats it. Had fun at the end of class after exam. Hah time flies when your having fun. Thanks to the both of you:) experiments experiments. Haha.
Rainy sunday huh. Got home and idk why I got scolding. A lot of banning. I cried. In my room. I dont like this. Now, Im blogging about how I feel and Im reading my camp letters. Again.. Someone told me I need to SMILE more. Am I really that sad looking???
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