Theres always someone there.

Do you ever stop one time and think about life afterwards? About what happens when you're not here anymore? So many questions with no specific answer. People get sick all the time. Some heal, some dont. Then life goes on. I was told that if you do great in life but you never put God first in hand then heaven is no longer yours. I've seen someone so dear to me still trying to go through their loss. Its been a few years. I know its hard. I know what its like to miss. I know what its like to wonder whether it'll be the same if they're still here. I know what its like to able to get advices from. I know what its like to wonder where are they. *you were suppose to come back for my birthday. Then it was just a phone call away*

Memories come and go. But the saddest part is that it fades. Then again your always trying to remember and the next thing you know you're :'( But its always nice to be able to talk to someone about it. For some of you?? You may think theres noone for you to talk to. Trust me. Find that person. Just spill it out. They dont have to say anything. Let them hear. Its okay to cry. Its okay to cry.

Thanks for the talk mommy.
Yeah I miss him too.