I cant do this right now.

I spent my last nights just wasting my time.

Then coming back to school seeing everyone being ready.

Sleeping halfway then waking up to get back to the paper.

Never did have enough of sleep.

I feel like saying something right now

but if I say it I know I wont do it.

Thats just the way it is for me.

Dont say it, keep it to yourself then do it.

I really feel like skipping the whole of next week

but hey what can I do ?

Just go to school do it and come home.

I know Im not like this but I am now.

Im just like her students in school.

How did I turn into that?

I'll try.

But then thinking about wanting finals to end is not as good as

wanting for the future to come.

I dont want 2011 to come.

I want to stay here.

I already have a list of things I need to get to work to after finals.

I dont have time.

Then realizing everything will change next year.

owh well I need to enjoy what I have left of 2010:)

and Im looking forward to whatever until after finals.

and I'll be dealing with those stuff and

I know I'll be having one of my best days.

Good things happen to those who wait.

Its only a matter of time.