Shape of my heart. We sang this a lot last time.

Woke up today and I thought it was a Monday. Heck, I still feel like its a Monday.Funny how I was brushing my teeth ? I started thinking about some stuffs. My childhood memories.

It was always the 5 of us. The four of them and me. Being the only girl, ahh forget it, I'll go do whatever they do. Back then my behaviour was like a boy. Everyone always told me how I should start being more like Jenna and Jennifer. LOL. The guys, they're the reason I played Pokemon on the gameboy. I remember everytime we meet up, we'd be like 'so what level is your bulbasaur at?' or like 'did you find that legendary bird in that cave yet?' Then theres Digimon :)

Darian and I used to play 'masak-masak and doctor' I remember everyone used to tease him for being like such a girl. Then there were times where we like to kacau Jeff's neighbours. Indian kids.

One time we went to the football field and threw all of their (indian kids) slippers far far away. Fred actually threw one in the drain. They saw us and we ran :) HAHAHHA. I remember cycling everywhere in the evenings. Saturdays would be one of the days we'd really look forward to. The 5 of us would have badminton practice in the morning. Then Jeff would order french fries after our exercise. Then our coach would give us that look. LOL. Then go back mama hse and shower. Then we would go to the archade :) Thanks to mama, we'd always get lots and lots of coins for tokens. Dinner still goes on until now. There was this phase where we were addicted to playing Monopoly. So we played that all the time. Then there was Twister. Then pictionary. Then came the PS,PS2 and PS3. Now basically they're more on Dota and obviously I wouldnt want to bother them la. Most Saturdays involve them going to CC's now. In the mean time, I'd always flashback to those days :) I am really thankful though. Really am. Besides God, my cousins are my foundation. I remember Eric asking that question on Saturday. I would say my cousins. I remember back then when each of us when through a certain phase. It touches me how we console each other. God, wow. I remember daddy telling me how he was close to his cousins last time but now ? hmm. I dont want that to happen for us. Sean's going back to the US next year? I remember asking him ' will you come back?' knowing that was where he was from anyways.

"It depends". Heck yeah, he'll come back. This I know. He will.

Best memories, in the car with all of us including Jenna and Jennifer. All cramped up inside. Winding down all windows and singing and waving at other people:) All the time.

Im really looking forward to Langkawi :) Five of us again. Since Krabi :)

Cousins are the best families.

My foundation.