So the truth is I miss you.

So I guess today was our last ujian tara :') Well for me,Esther,Amreeta and Elysia. We're all in the same house, Dang Anum. I gotta admit it though, the five of us has got our love for Dang Anum :') yeeahh we do. Every year, ujian tara, we'd line up together and run run run. Halfway, either one of us will fall and start laughing our asses off until the finish line. In everything we do, everyone's like "this is our last ujian tara" "this is our last merentas desa" "this is our last that, this, that" I've been hearing a lot of that. Its kinda sad though. A little bit. Yeah, as much as I'll be really happy leaving this school, I'll definately miss something right? So yeah, the whole day today, I kept looking back on things when were still 13 or so. Look at us now :') IDK why I kept thinking about things back then, Rachelle keeps popping into my head :) Right now, though I see her everyday in school, I really miss you Rach :( I mean, I miss the talks we used to have. Everything. Idk what it was like for you, for me? Well, I just miss you a lot right now. I think I tell you all the time in school these days of how much I miss talking to you. Do I? Lol well, I remembering saying it to you. We're both so busy with things revolving around us, we havent got the time to sit and talk. And everytime we do have the time, well, it wasnt always at the right situation of things. I miss you woman :) Im pretty sure, you'll be reading this? HELLO :D haha. I may not know whats happening inside of you, Rach. When you're back, back home all alone. To yourself? Well I dont know much anymore because we seldom have time but hey, Im proud of you :)
I never had the chance to tell you that. Its pretty stupid how Im blogging about saying how proud I am of you. Lol but I just have a sudden urge to blog about this feeling. So yeah. Love you Rach :) continue to stay strong kayh? Im sure She's looking down at you everyday, looking out for you.

Again, first time today, I didnt sleep on my way home. The songs that came on on the radio got me to reminisce about my November and December. So yeah I was singing and smiling along to those memories :') I miss a lot of those days. But right now things are good :) and the good keeps coming bit by bit making my life a little brighter everyday.