Nothing to lose but everything to gain

This past week had been a great one.

Usually after the holidays I'll probably say

Hey, here we go again. Back to the same old routine.

This time, its different.

I've been thinking about this for a few days, about

the changes I am going to make because this is SPM year right?

Dyy sorta talked some sense into today after that addmaths tuition.

You know, people always see me as this girl who'd probably do really

well in her studies. At one point, yes I was. I was on top. My parents were really proud of my achievements. Then that specific year, I let my head get the best out of me and

because I enjoyed doing what I did, I let myself loose from that day onwards untill well, today.

PMR was one of the effect of me doing so.

I knew I could have done much better than that. The results? Shocked everyone but I wasnt,

really. Because I knew I didnt really bother studying.

Its time I do my mom and dad some good.

Make them happy again, like old times :')

lol the things they used to get me because I always did well in my exams :)

Plus, its my future.

I know I wont do as well as 9A+s but hey, I can try right?

Setting a goal but not too high.

At least something good enough so I can walk out of that hall smiling.