Dear April of 2011, I will never forget you.
April's been a really good month for me. Started of with that day when he 'epically failed' and all the way to Maroon 5's concert.
Dad's birthday on the *4th and then mine's :')
Our last Confirmation one day camp. Evening and morning masses. Time spent well in church. Good late nights. My girls. Family.
Maroon 5 :')
Spent this night at grandma's. Blew mommy's cake since her birthday's on 1st of May. Really thankful I get to go back here every Saturday even if the rest of the family doesnt come back sometimes but hey, I still see part of them. Having a family full of personalities, I enjoy watching them all the time. Theres a handful of thinkers in here too. She told me, no matter what happens to you in life, know that we're your family and we'll always be here for you and that you have Me and Ku Cheong and everyone else to guide you along your path. That's my aunt :') I suppose mommy told her something and thats why she came to me. Dad's side didnt start off well when they were kids. Life was hard on them. Grandpa raised them well. Look at them today, all four of them. All bigshots this very day. I bet you, yehyeh's so proud of them :')
Fran, we had such a hard life, you kids this generation have it so easy now, but always remember theres no easy way out in life, the things you do, do the best you can. Ily ku cheh :') made me cry like a baby. April's been really good. Here comes May. Im not expecting much because the best things in life, comes when you least expect them.
7th May, this will be another day.

Happy Birthday Mom.

Felt you so close to me :')

29th April 2011

MAROON 5

Started of the day with school. Looking at my watch constantly to check on the time. On the way home She Will Be Loved was playing on the radio. Met my monkey, Rachelle at the station and so our journey begins. Took a stop at Bandar Tasik Selatan. Bought another ticket to Bukit Jalil. Saw a train, and we jumped inside thinking #hellyeah THIS IS IT. Train moved backwards "OPPOSITE DIRECTION" and we laughed about it because we got off at Tun Razak's station. Ran over to the other side, and jumped onto another train and this time, Bukit Jalil. Got off, and we were there probably around 4.30pm. Walked up to the stadium, wondered why so empty. Realized, OWWHH wrong stadium. Stadium Putra, Bukit Jalil. It was air conditioned. Made friends with a few of the fans waiting in line. Sat and waited. Cal, Daryl, Danesh, Harish, Jeyain and little Bernard came along too. HAHHA "I have a sexy beard so let me join Maroon 5"

Went in at about 8ish I think. Got to be on the second row of the fence. Made friends with even more fans. Got to know, that they've been to Paramore's too and they were in RockZone :')

Out of all of the concerts I've been too, first time no encounter of those type of girls. Concert experience, they'd do anything to get into the morsh pit. Suppose to start at 9 as usual it'll start around 9.30 ish and it did. They started off with

Misery

If I Never See Your Face Again

Harder To Breathe

Give A Little More

The Sun

(mashup with)

Billie Jean

Wont Go Home Without You

Never Gonna Leave This Bed

Secret

What's Love Got To Do With It

(cover)

She Will Be Loved

Wake Up Call

Shiver

Stutter

This Love

Hands All Over

Makes Me Wonder

Sunday Morning

Honestly, right now, looking at that setlist, I can still remember everything. I had that memory with Sofea and this time, Im sharing something new with Rachelle. Eeehh monkey, loved having you there. This will be something we'll talk about all the time in school ;)

Saw a Robbie Rosen lookalike behind behind me during the concert. HOMYGOSH a lookalike but the thing is, He's even better the Robbie Rosen. Hahah theres a malaysian american idol lookalike amongst us ;)

You tell me. How sexy can he be please? HAHAH with a simple tee and jeans and dayuumm ahhh. OMAHGOD amazing I tell you. Smile smile all the time right Rach? ADAM LEVINE #melts. Jesse Carmichael. The way you played that keyboard and that light shining right above you and it was that song. Perfect. Matt and James and Micheal. HOT HOT HOT. Hahah

Every song had that perfect blow. Every ending to every song. Every song had the perfect lighting. Perfect lighting to every beat. Dare I say, one of the best ones I've EVER been to. Standoffs and solos. AMAZING I TELL YOU and now that I listen to their songs again? Its different, knowing I've seen them live and heard Adam's voice.Woke up this morning and I was like whoaah, last night.

Loved the fact that he was there too. First time for everything ey? ;)

Perfect night and having Maroon 5 right in front of us.

Keep me safe inside.

Your arms like towers.

Tower over me.

#nevergonnaleavethisbed

Definately a day to remember.

I remember not being able to see properly because them girls were standing on the fence. For some reason, I just didnt mind.
Stood there with him holding me. Closed my eyes and sang that song away.

Hands All Over Tour

In a few hours time

MAROON 5

Sunset says we see this all the time

Holy Week.

Around this time, last year, we were busy with our preconfirmation sales.

What's left now are memories.

Ash Wednesday

Confession

Palm Sunday

Holy Thursday

Good Friday

Easter

Did I missed anything out?

This year was good.

Spent most masses with you.

and them.

Things are going good.

Confirmation's coming up.

That'll be something to look forward to.

Felt the love around everyone during Easter Virgil.

Blessed I am.

So far, April's been a pretty good month to me. Despite all the other confusion in

school. Everything else is fine and now I cant wait for Maroon 5.

It'll be a blast to end off April.

I recently went through all of my DM tweets and texts and everything else?

You and you and you?

Ily you people. Really do.

My fish and monkey.

What would I do without you two girl huh?

and Es and Sonne.

and you :')

and you dearie, you've been going through on such a hard time.

I know things arent as good as they used to be but hey Im right next to you if

you need somebody to lean on #kampuchea.

Again I'll say this, I love you peeps :')

#nowplaying In Your Atmosphere-John Mayer

Happy Easter everyone.

Price Tag

Maddi Jane's back :)

Where everything was as fresh as the bright blue sky

Woke up today being yelled at for the 5th time I think? Hahah :) rushed to go get ready for church. Went for Mass again but naah I didnt mind. Felt so happy being around my family. They looked so happy. Mom and Dad too :') Took time thanking God in my prayers.
It was a beautiful Sunday. Really. Everyone sounded so alive during mass and it was bright inside. Went for breakfast with Esther and found Raymond, Luke and Teacher Micheal's family at Ooty One. Went into class. Everyone seemed okayh. Things are changing for the better I see. The other fella making a little effort. Its nice seeing things starting to build up. Halfway through class, teacher said that we really needed to do that 10 hour service thing. Went out, called mum and so I skipped addmaths just to help out in that Gotong Royong today. Had lunch with Judy. We talked. Decided to go watch Y2Y's practice. Turns out, we're in the play now too. Well we're the choral speaking people. Aiyaa last practice on Thursday after mass. Join lah :p
Then from then onwards, judy brendan joseph luke and a few others stayed to help clean the church. Little did I know, I found Frederick helping out too. Thought we'd do this just to fill up that form but idk it really felt good giving back to the church. Mopped the hall and inside of the church. Eh eh eh its a lot of work kayh. That fish pond thingy too. They left. So I decided to go find Fred. Found him helping out the nuns. Stood there, just looking at him. Yeah he can be an ass sometimes, what to do? He's my brother whaaat. But deep down, I see a little something in him thats different :') Not many around in church round 5.00pm. Talked to the nuns and a few other old people around. Nice people. Saw that prayer room door opened, so I went inside to say a little prayer. Me alone in that room with the sun slowing setting. It was beautiful. Walked around with fred. Just talking about old times. It was good.
Said goodbye to Sis Theresa and Amy and the sabahans. Dad came. Went home. Dinner out. A good time I had with the family.
So today was basically, standing there and appreciating everything else. I did my penance, and that felt really good. No matter what, where or idk whatever it is we're going through, if we put God first in mind. Everything else will fall into place

It just adds fuel to the fire

So I guess today was our last preconfirmation camp/activity? Well theres still more of that rehearsal and all but yeah last camp. Definately nice seeing Martin J again #aughlaughlaugh. Everyone being around. Its nice being away from school pressure. Thats probably why I love weekends too. Hmm was suppose to be in school today, but nooh I skipped. Definately worth it. I'd never thought MJ would come across this, but he mentioned something that I feared about. Maybe you'd never thought about it before? But MJ saying all of that, would have probably made you realized too? Idk Im not sure. I always did have that thought in mind but I never did talked about it before. Probably because Im too afraid to admit that its true and it happens? Anyways, today was a good day.
:)

#ps: Thanks for helping me cross the road ;)

Where we know we're all fine and this just can't be it And in the end we all know we only breathe for so long.So tonight's the night we all roll along

Started off my day with opening the presents right smack at 12am.

Gotta thank Mom & Dad.

And youu :)

At times like these, maan I love family.

Thanks boys. So thoughtful of you guys. Really.

Darian my durian :')

Sean & Jeff.

Fred.

and both jenna and jennifer jie.

and those two naughty little sisters of mine :)

Reached school late but just nice enough for the prefects to let me go.

Sofea came with a hug as she promised.

Walked to class.

Next thing I know, Bee's singing that birthday song out loud.

So everyone in class joined in.

Well, thank you.

Walking here and there. One girl after another coming in with wishes.

Honestly, how do you people know its my birthday? Must be FB reminder. LOL

Felt that sense of love around them.

Especially you choir girls :')

Did not expect anything at all maan.

I was complaining about this and that summore.

Came down carrying the keyboard and BAAM.

Thanks Sonia :')

First time in my life, someone actually baked a cake for me.

Awwwh thats so thoughtful of you Sone :)

Thanks Rach for the hug. You know I love hugs right ? ;)

Heheh and that cute cute envelope with that awesome awesome

work of art :)

Gonna keep it in a safe place.

Love you girls to the max. Really do.

Hmmm

I was pretty upset about something before. Complaining to Sone

about how things are getting out of control.

Aiihh leave that out of the picture.

Hey, I see it clearly now.

Today was a great day :')

Thank you everyone for the texts,calls,tweets,fb and blogposts.

and the last of the last to wish me. Exactly at 11.59pm.

You :')

Sunday morning rain is falling.

Had a really good weekend this time round. Dinner with the boys. Quality time with the girls. Wonderful sunday morning all the way till I left church. The present :) though apparently I cant open it until Thursday. Pure torture I tell you. Hmm dinner with the family for daddy. I dont know why? But why is everyone being so nice to me? Especially both my parents. I mean its not like they treat badly or anything. They're just being extra nice. LOL. I saw my dear dear Potato just now. Gave her a good hug. I love hugs :D It was really nice seeing you dear, you know what I mean always am here for you :') hmm good way to end off my night until tomorrow comes. Yeah you'll see me smiling the moment I get down that car and enter school. Heh I got new converse x) and yeahh you're right, I wont forget this day Cal ;) *smooth move* till then I'll keep on guessing what you got me

A fan made those tshirts for them.

3 bars representing Hayley, Jeremy and Taylor.

It Never Ends.

Do you see what I see?

I think I lost my magic :/