Lord knows I haven't tried I'll take my stand one last time

I've been postponing my recent blogpost for quite sometime I suppose. But here's one since tomorrow's like our big day. Well it is because, for 7 years straight in a row we've been going to Nationals without doubt but then 3 years back, that chain has been broken. Everyone, well the whole school is rooting on us to get back on track. Including our past seniors. Off all my 5 years spent in school, I've only been to Nationals with the choir team when I was 13. Then the year after, no more nationals. Im not hoping for anything great, really. I am just really greatful that we've made it this far. Proud of them, yes I am. They've been staying back everyday since February for this day, well for tomorrow. I've been staying back everyday since Form 1. Imagine that. Imagine how much choir means to me. Right now till this very day, I am the only one standing here, who's been to nationals for choir. Everyone else 'seniors' left the school already. After this year, we'd be facing 'extinction' as what I was referring to earlier this evening. The reason I want us to at least make it this year is so that you girls would be able to get that taste of victory. Honestly, being able to represent Negeri Sembilan for Nationals is such an Honour. I dont know how to put this down but yeah, I've explained that feeling to them this evening. How much this whole thing means to me. How much I want them to see what I've seen.

Its a really great experience to be able to meet people from other states and knowing that hey, you're in choir, Im in choir. Lets make something up now and sing for fun. Nawwh its much more than that. Gawwd 2007 was great :') Imagine me being the youngest of 2007's choir team batch and look at me now. Im leading the whole pack. 2011. Joanne's our youngest one this year. Who knows, she might be 2015's Choir President. Why not? I see it in her :)

Not going to set my hope high at all because I know for sure if the results dont come out as what we want it to be, I would have to be the one standing strong telling them its alright. Judge me lah, yes little Fran? Who's always emotional. She's going to be strong?

Hey, why not? Well yeah, I'll admit it. I am an emotional girl. I got that quality from my mom. She cries easily. Like me lah. But when there comes a time for you to be that one person everyone can go to and depend on and just be strong? I will be that person. No matter what the consequences are, I will be that person. For these girls, I would.

No matter whatever the outcome is, if it is yours, then it is yours.

Tomorrow, I'll sit back and watch as everyone revolves around me.

I know I'll love what I see.