Uh so where do I start? I've been putting so many thoughts on hold, I dont even know what to blog about anymore the moment I open my page. But yes, I am thinking about something right now, so what the heck right? HAHAH

So we're all coming to an end of our midterm exams right? Hallelujah praise the Lord. Amen.

'But the battle's not over yet', mom's favourite line -.-"

Anyways, tomorrow last paper. Pretty happy about that but after holidays, results. I honestly cannot remember what I sat for. Oh well.

Theres another change I've been noticing for quite sometime too. Its not only just because its exam time. I mean, we're all somehow seperated into two groups. I know you realize it too. I know you do. In fact, we all do. One group, the church gang and the other is probably well, the rest of you guys. One side's telling me, 'Hey its not worth it, you're probably not seeing them anymore after SPM so why bother?' and Im thinking, yes its true but dudeee how can you say that about them. Werent you a part of us too? Like wth is going on with everyone man. Teachers are telling me the same. Other parents coming to my mom, acting all nice in front of her. Behind our backs they freakin judge my mom and the way she choose to raise me. WTF such hypocrites and I cant believe people in church actually look up to you in church. Well not just you, a group of you adults and you people influence your daughters to come say things to me. Just to put things out, I love my mom. I love the way she is to me and yeah she's probably not as tight as how you are? I thank God because she's the perfect balance of being a strict mom and being perfectly loose enough to be my friend. At least I can say that my mom's close enough to me that I can even say she's my bestfriend. At least, she knows that she's the someone I can go to when I am troubleD. At least she knows that Yes, I am a teenager and most teens only rely on their friends, but heck NO my parents raised me to always stay with the family and to always trust your parents. Though I may have question them sometime, but later on, I'd realized why do they such. My parents are DAAA BOMB and no any other parent should tell or judge the way my parents choose to raise us kids.

MOVING ON

Dear monkey and potato,

I know you'll be reading this soon enough so here it goes.

I miss you two so much. Really. I know I havent been spending time with you guys as I used too.

I realized that. You know Sofea, you could be sitting right next to me either in class or in the hall but I never do talk to you as I used to right? and Rach, you're in a different class. I missed how I used to be able to turn behind and know that hey you're behind me. You were always that someone I'd have heart to heart talks with. Well when we were 16 we did.

I said it before, and I'll say it again, I feel the distance yo. Miss you two so much. You guys always had my back and will always have my back right? Hahah ilytwo.

Holidays, we have got to get together and do some damage :)

Okayh, I sorta lost my blogging magic. That kindof thing you'd always go through Rach? Hahah I understand now. I dunno whatelse to blog about -.-"

HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS. I CANNOT WAIT TO WATCH. SOON SOON SOON. #randomshoutout