Current update. Been working with aunt and cousin sis at J.Rossette. Fingerscrossed on their next franchaise next year. Anyways I plan on stopping Tuesday onwards. As much as I've grown to get comfortable with the life there, I dearly miss the people back home. Im not a full time worker anyways so none of that whole thing matters now. It was just to help her out and satisfy what everyone wanted me to do. Please ku jie, let me go. But the experience is well worth it I guess. I dont know, I came back home here with a different perspective on life. Not sure how to explain it? But its all in my thinking head.

Sean's leaving real soon. I NEED time with him. Before he goes and he knows that I wont take this so easily. Partly because, you were ALWAYS there for me Sean. You'd know it the moment you see me like that at times. Always did look up to you man. Proud of you and of what you've become. That girl you'll meet out there one day is going to realize what a man you are. You deserve someone better and appreciates you as much as you do to her. I'll never forget what you told me that night you checked on me when we stayed over :')

Left home the day after SPM. Right now, I have this whole list of things I planned on doing. Needs. When I do get back, I'll make time for all of it.

This one goes to the two of you. I know things havent been good at all between the 3 of us. It hasnt been for a VERY long time. I know its really complicating the way how things go right now. We've got our own issues with each other. At times, I know I tend feel like giving up on the whole thing. But really, you know I would NEVER do so. Cant say as much because well yeah, we know it ourselves. Please. That'll all Im saying. Please.

Anyhoo, its been a long day. Tomorrow, time with family. It'll be a great weekend.