Monday, 26 March 2012

Him.


I remembered my last day of work. It was a Friday. Then we'd meet up on the weekends as usual, like always. Me busy working, I forgot that the following week was actually school holiday. Well that meant, mom too was on leave and her car was free of use. That Monday. I remember, we went out. From then onwards, we kept going out. Our intentions were to just spend time as much as we can before he'd head out to college and we did. I for one. Needed to stop work because I wanted that time left, for him. Truth be told, I thought there wasn't any time at all. Well we worked things out here and there and hey, everything turned out well.

Looking back two years from now. We've come so far. You and I both know that. And honestly, never in my life have I thought that I would feel like this, at least not now. I never saw myself the way I am now with you. You? Yes you. Of all of the time I would have later in life. Why now? I wished I met you later in life. Then everything would be much easier.
I've grown to be myself with you and you do know me. I love how we could talk about anything and just everything.
How we could totally acts like fools and hahah what more right? ;) You're the only one who could make me laugh until I cry the happy cry and can't breathe and then make me cry, cry all in one night. You are weird. Seriously. Lol and What only matters to me now is what only you and I both know about everything. What you told me tonight, I'll always keep that in mind. Always.

Here's to the future. The new life ahead. For the better or worse, it's all coming, whatever it may be.

Here's to us, Calvin Cheng.
Alright so again, yeah I haven't been blogging in a while. First off, I've stopped work and am now waiting for my last payslip from this month's first week. 1st of March till the 9th. I started work because I had nothing to do here, at home. Then work got draggy to me and besides that, I had my reasons why I was bummed being so busy on the weekdays. But work overall, it was alright. Its better to stop sooner because results? Well it was getting closer. Anyways I manage to score 5As 3Bs and 1C. Nothing great at all but it's good enough for me. I never expected anything at all. How low was my expectations? Huh. Low. But all is well.
For everyone of us. I'm glad we all did well and fine. That there, marks the END of high school or anything at all that has to do with high school. DONE.
Now? We're all slowly making our way out. College. And I do see it. The changes around. Good and bad ones and some still unknown. For what's worth. Hey, I've had a good run la and as much as I'm afraid of what's ahead, I can't wait to take another step ahead. A new start.
Look at those jelly beans.

Sunday, 25 March 2012

Tuesday, 20 March 2012



HELLO WORLD.
SO I GUESS I HAVENT BLOGGED ABOUT ANYTHING IN A WHILE.
I WAS ABOUT TO YESTERDAY, LOST MY TOUCH. SO I DIDNT.
ANYWAYS, TOMORROW IS THAT DAY.
THE DAY EVERYONE'S BEEN WAITING FOR -.-
SPM RESULTS WEEEYH HAHAHAHHA
OKAY

GOODLUCK TO EVERYONE.
AND YEAH HOPEFULLY ITS ALL GONNA BE GOOD STUFF.
JUST NICE AND FINE.
OKAYBYE.

Saturday, 17 March 2012

I know I'm mean and I love bullying you sis but hey This day is just for you. Happy 12th Birthday Florence. The baby of the family, always. Hah

Friday, 2 March 2012

Movies to watch.


THIS.


and

The Perks of Being A Wallflower.
Was pondering on this while at work this afternoon.
Your character determines your destination. If you dont like where you are headed today, create your path towards your desired destiny. Character is what will help shape that path. Conquer your fears, as it blocks in developing that character. Practice strict discipline.
Character building begins with our thoughts.

Was thinking things through. Later after work, got into the car. Decided to read on the way home and guess what page was it? I was right.