Greetings Earthlings. It is 21/12/2012 and I am still alive (its suppose to be the end of the world according to the Mayans or something). Anyways, hi I havent been blogging about anything except maybe posting vids every once in a while. Well this is awkward lol. Okays so right now, yeah everyone's on their year end break. Christmas, coming soon. Its on Tuesday. I probably would be skipping class on Monday so yeah thats about it. Thanks kbye.

Well not really. So actually, its been quite some time now that I've actually been sulking and feeling sad over the fact I couldnt go back to Sabah this year. Its not a big deal la but I've always loved going back. Always looked forward to spending time away, over there. My family is there right now. They've been gone for a week. Initial plan was to spend Christmas there, without me. We were suppose to go back this year for Christmas anyways. First time actually in idk since when we started going back to Sabah for Christmas but for the first time, I didnt go back with family and for the first time also family not spending Christmas there.  Because of me. Alternate years. One here in Seremban, the next, Sabah. See the pattern there? Yeah.

There was a time where I was really upset about being stuck here. I was. 

So here is the part where I talk about my boyfriend. I dont know what was it like for you but for me, spending time with you lately, has been really great and honestly Im  appreaciating every single moment of all of this, Time together. I kept thinking how because of college, because of me not having holidays, because of  your time and my time, because of Sabah, because because because. I came up with a lot of reasons to not look forward to December. Usually, I'd love the month of December. The whole way till New Years. The feel. I dont feel anything. I feel alone. Here. Point is, you made my month. That is all I want to say right now. I couldnt have asked anymore than to have you make time for me. Be there for me. Take care of me and also loving me the way you do. We've gotten so comfortable with each other. Its nice things are like this. 

I feel great. And happy. I'd like to thank you, for everything. I love you Calvin.

*Yes, I am weird because I dont tweet or blog about my boyfriend* Yeah.

Saturday, Sunday, Monday, TUESDAY. 

Christmas.