Paramore.

17/2/2013

Thought I should put it down.

Yes, Paramore for the second time but with a bunch of different people.

Good show really but I wont compare here. I had a great time.

But first. I just want to say that I was so happy I got to hear BORN FOR THIS, live.

I was hoping they'd sing that last time when they came but they didnt and I got Let This Go instead so that was still good enough. But yeah, BORN FOR THIS :')

Headed up alone, met the rest later on overthere. Idk man I hanged with a couple of groups for a bit there. Ended up with the college peeps for the show. Though lol we were all in our moment la here and there. I made my way to the front towards the end. So close. 

They started off with Now. I'd say this time's crowd was waaaaaay better than in 2010's. Definitely because like people know their stuff already by now. That's What You Get came on next.

BORN FOR THIS right after and they played The Final Riot version which was epic. 

For A Pessimist, Im Pretty Optimistic (I was already tired here) damn. 

I remember Decode with all the green lighting everywhere. Then it was RENEGADE and oh my the crowd knew this song too. Pressure came on then and I gave him a call. I thought maybe at least something from what Paramore was like back then with the brothers. Pressure.

They played Careful lol. Usually they wont do this song.

Then Hayley and Taylor slowed it down with In The Mourning. Im glad I got to hear this one live too. 

It was really nice to feel the crowd singing along. Hayley made everyone do the same thing for The Only Exception. I took a vid again for this. It was so beautiful when I turned behind. Just like last time.

OH OKAY WAIT. Let The Flames Begin. ALSO LIKE THE FINAL RIOT VERSION but with a little change towards the end. Ohmygod my lungs at the time. 

Looking Up.

Ignorance.

Monster.

Brick By Boring Brick.

Hello Cold World was fun.

and yes another girl went up for Misery Business and boy did she own that stage.

That was it for the night. Second time for Paramore. 

They are very much different now. 

New album coming out soon.

Paramore.

To love and be loved.

14/2/2013

Happy Valentine's Day to everyone because whether you're alone or not, there is definitely a someone or even a couple of people that we should always be thankful for.

To love and to be loved.

It didn't worked out so well for the both of us today. It didn't go as it should have.

Though at the end of the day, I am glad that what happened today, happened. 

For the many times that I have let you down, I hope to not make the same mistakes again and I hope that you wont give up on me. I hope that we will always try our best to work things out. Everything you say and do was always for the best of things. You are a great man Calvin dear. You may not see it, but I believe that there great things install for you in the future. I believe in you and the things you want and want to achieve. I know you can do it. You have done so much for me and I am always grateful for everything. I am always grateful to have you. I can never ask God for a better person to fall in love with. Believe me please when I tell you I do love you. I may not be convincing with the way that I react or do things but with all my heart and as much as I really do mean it, I love you. I may not be the best girlfriend in the world but I promise you that I will work on those changes for myself and for you. For us. You have brought so much meaning to my life. I cannot imagine going on for a day without you in mind. Without you just being there or at least with a simple text of good mornings and I miss yous. We've definitely had our ups and downs. Some days just aren't so good as how the other days should have been but I think this is what a relationship is like. To still be there, even when it gets bad. To not leave and give up but to stay and work on things because if you love someone, there's only so much you can do for him or her. I have so much more to say but no words can truly explain how much I really mean it when I say I love you. Believe me.
Happy Valentine's Day darling.
You are the best thing I could ever have and I hope that there are many more years to come for you and I to be together. You are my person. You are the man I love. Of course, Valentine's Day is just a day because we should never love each other less on any other day. Everyday should be Valentine's Day (well not really, but you get what I mean)
Once again, Happy Valentine's Day dear.
I love you.

End of probs and stats, back to room. Left with a big bang on the way out.
Here I am, with for 4 weeks of break. I'd say first sem was better than this semester. Though second sem, I was a lot more busier with work. That was that. 4 weeks from now before the last semester.