Hi. So what's up with life right now is that I am done with foundation. Done with college. I don't exactly feel as much because college was pretty much of an 'okay' thing for me with a  few mishaps here and there. College was okay. I definitely hope it'll be better for me when I'm doing my degree. An improved environment is what I hope for. I hope to meet new people as well. I want to grow. I don't need to explain myself here about anything in particular so that stops here.
Okay. So next weekend is my cousin's wedding dinner. Everyone at home's pretty excited la. I guess.
Cousin brothers also coming back from the states. I missed them a lot. Happy about that too.
Again tonight before leaving for home, I had another moment of realization.
Family. If I were to lose everyone I have (friends, lovers and what not), I know I'd still have family. Not just my parents and siblings but the rest of them. I pretty much grew up with them by my side. Nineteen today and we still have our gatherings on weekends. Theres a whole bunch of big personalities in there, but we're still here. Still together. As much as I sometimes wish to have some time away from them, at the end of the day, its always going to be a good time with them. I know yehyeh is happy. I watch him watch us. He's getting a little older now though. Lets not go there. Anyways.
I asked my mom once. Mommy what made you say yes to daddy?
She told me that she loved my dad and she loved his family. Mommy's got her own story about that la so I'll keep that away from here. I'm thankful. I really am. Today, right now. I feel blessed. I hope that the person I'll end up with, sees this. Feel accepted as well.
I'm on holiday now. Everyday is Friday for now.