Tonight

B, this one's for you:)
Eventhough your birthday's in half an hour:D
Im making you an early shoutout!!
Happy Birthday B!!!
Sweet 16 is sweet isnt it??? Btw you're older than me:) haha kidding.
Have fun B, cuz you only get to be 16 once:)
Love ya lots:) and dont stop burping.

Yes, I know

Ciscowantsagreenapple at your service:)
Okay I know I tweeted the other day saying 'I hate it when ppl talk bad about other ppl on their blogs cnt you just keep it to yourself??' or maybe it was something like that. But you get the idea:) anyways.. Here I am saying please stop doing that. Its not making you a better person and ppl keep coming to me asking me why do ppl hate you and bla bla bla.. Please.. Stop it and keep it to yourself:) We live our life the way we want to. Hopefully this will stop so everyone can stop doing this to eachother:)

Yes I am still seeing you:)

Potato this post is for you:)
Will definately miss you for a week. Think about it, Me with no deskmate:'( I want carrie mae to be around !! LOL Im saying as if you're not coming back=.= haha yes you are!! That pilot dude better get you and your family home safely or I'll hunt that man down!!

Have A Save Flight:)
and when you're taking a picture with Robert Pattinson at the museum??? Think of Tomato :) haha have fun there!!


Btw Im still seeing you in school:) till then
:0

The World Stuck In Black And White

Im 16 and invisible. I feel like a hero:) Everything's gonna be alright.

Skies Will Be Wide Open

Ciscowantsgreenapple at your service:]

Someday I'd like to take up photography as my other job. I dont know what's the other job yet cause Im still undecided. I wished I know what I want though. Life could be much easier.

MOVING ON

Today, Fatema and Rachelle got me a new name! POOTPOOT GOLDFISH:] I think that's how the spelling is. Anyways I think I've got a number of nicknames already. Haha I should start a nickname club. LOL. Alright here are the names that weird people(my friends) call me.

francisco

cisco

green apple

tomato

french fries

karipap

fran

franny

fwan

flan

francis light

stingray

pootpoot goldfish

Amazing:]

Take a Breath

Ciscowantsgreenapple at your service:)
School was as usual today. It was fun though, I mean with the help of my friends!! Let me tell you how my day started. Here it goes.. It was during assembly time and as usual my friends and I were busy talking. Esther was sitting in front of me and Rachelle was behind me. So I turned towards Rach to talk to her about something and the moment I turn in front??? I let out a FART sound!! And there I was thinking how humiliating I felt!! Esther noticed and we started laughing!! And then I asked her, did anyone else hear??? We looked around and again started laughing!! Seems to me no one noticed. It was kinda loud. I mean my fart -.- and no one heard???? amazing!!! Haha. All I noticed was the amount of people looking at us ,thinking we were mad!! I thought we were. Anyways, Rachelle, Sofea and Loh . Owh and Fatema were also wondering why we were laughing. I told them it was something weird. Then I decided I would tell them in class. Then I remembered that Shruty was sport-checking us and I wondered did she heard me?? LoL Esther and I were still laughing!! Then it was time to get up and go into class:( I told my friends when we got up. And they were laughing like mad people too. Surprisingly my friends all said they heard something!! But they didnt know it was ME!! Whooa man can that soundwave of my fart travel that far??? Haha this is WEIRD!! Im talking about my FART SOUND ON MY BLOG!! How lame can I be??? Anyways.. Rachelle thought she heard something but she didnt know it was me.. Loh said she heard a fart sound and didnt know it was me!! Haha. Fatema heard it to but she didnt know what it was. And so I asked shruty, and she said she thought it was platic!! Plastic?? Haha that was what she thought?? What a way to start off my day!! Haha class was as usual. Sofea and I sang songs by the Jonas Brothers. Wow I used to be a huge fan of them. But I guess I moved on to Paramore!! Woot woot!! Hmm idk what else to blog about.
Fran sings:people change and promises are broken.
Sofea sings:clouds and rooms and skies would be wide open.
Together:Dont forget to Take a Breath!!

WILL MISS YOU FOR ONE WEEK SOFEA.

Till Monday I'll say goodbye:)

Right Now

I dont really know what to blog about now?? But somehow I want to blog about something?? Haha yes. Choir today was tiring
:( hope tomorrow's a better day!!!
And the only thing Im thinking about is.. The song Bubu Chacha!! I like that song!! Wheee

peace out:)

A Nugget of Truth

Here I am feeling like this and somehow trying to put them into words.. Something inside me made me realize something.. I know it sounds weird or whatever you think it is.. But yeaa I realize something and Im not entirely happy about it. This happened after watching Remember Me and reading The Lovely Bones.. I was sitting on the corner of my bed thinking about death. Yes DEATH!! Do you fear death?? What happens after death?? I mean I know theres heaven and hell but at the same time would you be able to look down on Earth and see how everyone evolves after you passed awat??? How would everyone feel??? Would they miss you?? Or would they continue life as if you never existed. I think when I die, I'll miss Earth . I'll miss everyone I know.. I'll miss my family . My friends. The memories. Everything!!! Alice Sebold wrote an incredible novel about life after death and life before death. A job well down my lady. Like the movie, Remember Me, is it possible when everything was falling into place could end at that time??? Tyler Hawkins died when everyone around him seem to be back to normal again. Then when he died??? It just hard to believe that you can just leave everything behind just like that. Its even harder for the ones who watch you go to move on.. Right?? Would things be like how it used to be on earth in heaven?? Would my mother still be my mother in heaven??? Well thats something for me to find out. That's if I make to heaven. I hate All Souls Day!!! It just reminds me of the loved ones who passed already.. Recently I passed by a place where this someone I loved so much died.. I was in the car. I wlook around and everyone seems to be qube quiet. I miss my uncle.. I never really mourn properly when he passed. I miss him dearly. Thats one of the reasons I hate All Souls Day. i hope when I die that I'll still be remembered. That people would still come to my grave and think of me. Until the day comes.. i will know.

17 March 2010

Happy Birthday Rachelle Lee !!
You are OFFICIALLY 16 !!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY Florence Yeoh!!
You are OFFICIALLY 10!!!
Happy Birthday Sim Yin & Mellissa:)
love you cuties!!! This wooooot goes to you:)

Time changes people:)

Aite Im here again!!
Warning: THE TITLE ABOVE DOES NOT REFER TO WHAT I WROTE BELOW!!
I've noticed that I dont draw like I used to anymore.. And here I am uploading pictures for my blog.. Obviously I am wasting my time right?? Well idk, you decided. I cant disconnect myself from the world!! But I have too!! LoL Anyways no matter what I just cant seem to stop myself-.-
Owh Yeaaw!! I watched Remember Me with the ladies yesterday!! Such a sad movie!! Tyler Hawkins died!! I mean I knew he would eventually but I didnt know it was because of 9/11!!! Thats just terrible:( when everything seems to fall into place for him , he dies?? Well he died in peace!! That's how I wanna die one day but at least with my loved ones around me.. So i can say my last words before I leave earth. Anyways here are some of pictures that I dont know why I uploaded on my blog!!

I personally dont think Flo know I took this picture at all.


took some pictures of this and that xD


its kinda a habit for me to keep on takin pictures of shoes and feet???


my girls :)

April & American Idol

Hello world:] We meet again. Well there's nothing to blog about now since I cant upload pictures of what I wanted to blog about earlier:[ Bloggie why are you doing this to me?? huh?? You didn't give me problems before so why are you doing this now??
MOVING ON
April's almost here. I dont really like Aprils. Yes its the month of my birthday. Sweet 16 -_-. Anyways, mommy got me an early pressie which consist of 3 novels I've been wanting for quite some time. Thank you MOMMY!!
*The Lovely Bones
*The Last Song
*Dear John
hahaaha soo happy:]

AMERICAN IDOL
American Idol Top 12 : Honestly I dont like the bunch at all. Okay maybe some of em' but Katelyn Epperly and Lilly Scott's gone!! I mean they deserve to be on that stage at this point. Wth but its just my point of view. Everyone thinks differently so dont blame me for being rash or anything:] Okay Tim Urban: the guy's hot but he does not deserve to be in the Top 12. Honestly. I think people vote him base on his looks. Come on this is a singing competition not America's Next Top Model!! Duh!! Anyways, I support Siobhan if thats how her name is.. Yes I support her:] Her voice is unique and I kinda like the way she dresses:] hmmm.. For the guy's side I support that guy who recently turned into a father.. idk what's his name-_- but he is good:] He even made Kara cried. Whatelse??? I dont know, this year's american idol's kinda boring.. How dissapointing.

Owh well thats all for now. I think??
peace out

my new habit:)

Well lets just say I found a new habit in me and Im kinda liking it!!! Haha I know its lame but still it could be a hobby right?? Well I started noticing that I have been taking an awful lot of pictures and it aint ME!! Its just my surroundings. I like taking random pictures.. Especially people:) but I found out I like taking pictures of cars on the road-.- Yes I Am Weird!!! Hah!! Here are some of the many pictures I took on the 7th March 2010.

my favourite chocolate!! Was eating it in the car when I was thinking bout Singapore!! Honestly chocolates are good for me:)

my flats!!!

a certain light shining out there:D



the roads

shining light ofside Sunway Highest Floor:)
shinig light outside the car

7 March 2010

Alright today's the day Paramore's at Singapore:) well they're just a country next door XD. Went to church today,class was alright. Hmmph well said goodbye to someone right before I entered the car:) Byee!! LOL. Anyways I went to Sunway at night with a whole bunch of family!! We watch Alice In Wonderland in 3D!!! It was not bad. Anne Hathaway was very queeny but I like it:) Johnny Depp was Awesome!!! Mad Hatter:) well on the way to Sunway I was listening to Paramore's songs.. Yea I was trying to relive the moment!!! Anyways... Had a good time today:) but I wished I could have gone To Singapore!!! Another time then, when its meant to be. Owh yes I will fast tomorrow!!!! Just one day with no food or rice:( well Jesus did it for 40ys.. At least I can do it for like 1 day right??? Well see. hopefully matthew got me and sofea omething frm the concert!!! Hmm.. What else??? Owh ya ya ya!!! I recently discoverd a new habit!!! I keep on taking pictures of the road on highways.. I noticed when I look back in the pictures I've taken for the past 2 months.. Yes I Am Weird!!! Hahaha. Exams are over... For now anyways:'( i scared to get back my results!!! I hope they're not E's!!! Please God be gentle with me:)
owh well goodnight world:)
Peace out!!

Tomorrow is the day:)

Paramore in Singapore!!!! How I wish I was one of the fans who are hyped to go. Sadly Im not going. I was suppose to go with Sofea,another Paramore lover. I could just imagine Hayley Williams right up on stage right now:) and everyone else will be sooo excited!!! I promise myself I will see them one day!!! And it will not be in Singapore!!! Hopefully somewhere awesome!!! I'll save money:) I really wanted to go!! Imagine the band you adore the most is coming down and you cant even go!!! Wont you feel someething??? Wont you feel sad???