Everything bundled up inside. What makes me sad, what makes me worried, what makes me angry... I promised myself I'll get my own journal for all of this crap.
Probably feeling pressured and stressed out right now.
Theres nothing else I can do to overcome it. I've just gotta wait until its over just like everyone else.
Pandu Camp's almost here. I havent got the time for anything. Choir's clashing with Pandu. So much expectation from the seniors. Knowing that everything has to go in perfect order. Canteen Day??? Yea. I just found out about that today. Then again Report Card Day. Results??? Not so good.
August: Piano Practical Exam and Theory Exam.
Now this is what Im really freaked out about. What if I'll fail like last year??? Wouldnt I waste my mom's money for sending me for lessons??
I sense DISSAPOINTMENT.
Recently I saw this girl from where I learn and I saw her crying after her lesson. Which makes me remember about what happened last year.
I dont want to go through that phase again.
All I can do now is TRY to calm down. Over EVERYTHING.
Pandu Camp
Choir States Competition
Canteen Day
Report Card Day
Practical Exam
Theory Exam
:'(
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