things I do.

You know sometimes when you're just feeling upset and you dont know what to do?? Well I've been feeling upset a lot lately. Sometimes Im so upset I dont even remember why Im so upset.
#keep them in here and it makes no sense at all#
You know if I had a wish, I'd wish that I could spent a day during my childhood time. I was so happy and carefree. Nothing in the world would bother me. Now, I just get mad at little things I think. I know its no good being all *panas baran* but I just cant help it. I know I've those along in the way. Im sorry. I see it when I go all upset then I see your faces and then you're all upset. Im sorry. You know sometimes you just wanna say sorry but you dont have the guts to??? Happens to me all the time. Im always happy first thing in the morning. Then before bedtime I'll just :'( thinking about my life. I mean Im not complaining it sucks. It doesnt. How can it??? The people I've known to love and share memories with:'). Its just that sometimes I tend to notice I waste my time. Well right now, Im just having one of those days. Always thinking about the future and past.
Things I do to make myself better.
*watch The Final Riot
*listen to Colbie Cailat
*listen to music
*play the piano
and simply just looking at the sky.
I looked at the sky today. Then I noticed that one day it wont be there anymore.