Hang in on there Daryl:)

Be strong.

Picture perfect memory

My first few hours after finals ended on Thursday :)

Got home and slept until after din din.

Still in my uniform.

HAHAH

After everything, I went through my old stuff.

Didnt have the time before so that night was the perfect time.

Boxes and boxes of forgotten memories.

Picture perfect memory,scattered all around the floor.

Then I went through the choir file Jess gave me.

It was passed down by ex-presidents year after year.

End of mid-term,Jess passed it down to me.

The amount of music sheets sung by passed year choirs.

WOW

Jenna's year was in the file too:)

Its our time to shine now.

And I thought to myself,

one day Im passing that down to someone new:)

Its like tradition.

I can never explained how much choir meant to me.

I've been in it ever since I started in Puteri.

Things I've seen the senoirs do.

I dont know I cant explained how much it means to me.

Going through more stuffs,guess what?

I found RM 50!!!

LOL

The next day, I went to Jusco and bought myself

a scary novel bought some ghost in the house on behalfof

HALLOWEEN.

and I bought this new file for that choir file thingy.

I used up that RM50 I found.

I know, Im terrible at saving money.

Owh well.

Its Halloween eve.

Happy Halloween :)

:)

I saw it again today.

Sitting at the end of the hall.

I saw how it's starting to change.

hmm Im starting to miss the little ones in school.

Till then

:)

.

because

you know she should.

HELP?

LOL I know writting a little note on the back of your exam paper telling

your teacher 'sorry Ive done no good for this paper' is lame

but hey Im in desperate need of help.

Got me thinking.

come home

Everything i can’t be
Is everything you should be
And that’s why i need you here
Everything i can’t be
Is everything you should be
And that’s why i need you here
So hear this now

Come home
Come home
Cause I’ve been waiting for you
For so long
For so long
And right now there's a war between the vanities
But all i see is you and me
The fight for you is all I’ve ever known
Ever known
So come home
Come home

#nowplaying Cross Your Fingers-The Summer Set

I cant do this right now.

I spent my last nights just wasting my time.

Then coming back to school seeing everyone being ready.

Sleeping halfway then waking up to get back to the paper.

Never did have enough of sleep.

I feel like saying something right now

but if I say it I know I wont do it.

Thats just the way it is for me.

Dont say it, keep it to yourself then do it.

I really feel like skipping the whole of next week

but hey what can I do ?

Just go to school do it and come home.

I know Im not like this but I am now.

Im just like her students in school.

How did I turn into that?

I'll try.

But then thinking about wanting finals to end is not as good as

wanting for the future to come.

I dont want 2011 to come.

I want to stay here.

I already have a list of things I need to get to work to after finals.

I dont have time.

Then realizing everything will change next year.

owh well I need to enjoy what I have left of 2010:)

and Im looking forward to whatever until after finals.

and I'll be dealing with those stuff and

I know I'll be having one of my best days.

Good things happen to those who wait.

Its only a matter of time.

got myself singing again

LOL

Ever since Paramore ended, I cant concentrate on my papers.

Doing them halfway, then I'll be humming away.

I've been sleeping in between too.

WOW I have the time -.-

I keep on winding my thoughts back to

The Only Exception.

HAYLEY WILLIAMS

“I can’t believe it’s out first time here. The way this looks, we should’ve been here a long time ago! If only America can see this. This is sick.”

19 0CTOBER 2010

God knows the world doesnt need another band wooo ohh ohh ohh

I've got a feelin if I sing this loud enough

you would sing it back

to me

picture taken by me :)

I remember being at the hall doing my BM essay

and I kept on looking at my watch.

Then the moment Heidi took my essay away, I had

that smile on.

Rushed in front to go find Sofea:)

We were excited I tell you.

So basically it was

Sofea,Fred,Darian,Sean,Mifzal and Sum.

Had the best time of our lives.

I remember whenever my favourite lyrics come out,

I'd look at Sofea and we would both sing it out loud.

:)

Met some Paramore fans out there.

That was really nice.

Somehow seeing them on TV and seeing them live is different.

I mean they look different in a way.

Definately a night to remember.

I remember Hayley handing that lucky guy the red covered microphone.

and she said

'There thats it,the power of the universe'

Welcome to the family

Once you're in it

You're in it forever.

setlist

Ignorance

Feeling Sorry

Thats What You Get

For A Pessimist Im Pretty Optimistic

Emergency

Playing God

Careful

Decode

Never Let This Go

When It Rains

Where The Lines Overlap

Misguided Ghosts

Pressure

Looking Up

The Only Exception

Brick By Boring Brick

Misery Business

a total of 18 songs :)

I remember feeling it for The Only Exception.

It was beautiful.

I turned behind and all I saw was

a galaxy of stars :)

#nowplaying

For A Pessimist Im Pretty Optimistic

PARAMORE

19 0ct 2010.

Headbanging is crucial.

Hayley Williams

We'll make a riot.

Born For This

#nowplaying Conspiracy-Paramore

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To see the brighter side of every situation?

Hmm I've been thinking about this for quite sometime

and now I have the feeling of it.

I sense something bad coming.

All of us.

Already Im seeing that things are not going good.

I have this feeling that the end of Form 3 will come back.

And when it does, it'll come back HARD.

I dont want it to happen obviously.

I dont want anything to happen.

The fact that we're all at different places now,

its hard to make time like last time.

I mean we barely even wait for each other anymore.

At times, well most of the time

some get left behind.

And at times I see you laughing but I know things are not good for you.

like recently a little fight happened.

Will there be more to come?

Am I the only one feeling this way?

Thinking back, we nearly lost everything.

I remember being really upset about it.

So upset I hated the person who started it.

Looking at everything from a point of view,

man something will come up.

Not only with you guys but with the others back there too.

It sucks being able to escape from school but going there and

knowing that theres something wrong over there too.

#nowplaying Here Comes Goodbye-Rascal Flatts

I'll Be Back -Terminator hahaha

Owh wow I havent gone online since Monday?

Yeah you're probably thinking haisyooo a few days only ma

but hey its a big deal for me

LOL

Anyways I've been pretty busy for finals.

Im freak shit stressed out.

Yeah only finals but somehow I just have this feeling.

Something happened today.

We saw the Man.

The moment that person stepped through the door?

Everyone went 'gasp' and it was just total silence.

I literally did not breathe and I choked myself for that.

I know he stills remember us.

Eeeekkk I cant wait.

Im already feeling jumpy :)

Plus I did Carrie Mae again.

HAHAHAHA

I get a little irritated when people ask sometimes.

They dont understand.

Whats the point in explaining?

A lot.

But still I leave them hanging.

sometimes

yeah sometimes

Have you ever tried lying down and do nothing?

It gets you thinking sometimes.

Do this sometimes.

Its nice.

Got us singing and laughing.

A good weekend to end with.

HAPPY TENTENTEN.

and

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FATS :)

bruises and sunburns

me dont care.

I had a great time with everyone.

All 21 of us present this time.

Went for go-kart

Then played volleyball while the sunsets.

Had dinner by the seaside.

Played foosball while waiting for our stomach to digest.

Played futsal then handball.

HAHAHAH

I have never heard my dad say Fuck for more than 20 times in a day.

LOL cause Uncle David for swearing at everything.

Go hit and runover -.-

I dont care. It was fun. LOL

I've never laughed so hard in a very long time.

I do laugh. In school I mean.

But imagine laughing worse than that.

Regency Apartment.

All the kids slept in the same room while the adults got apartment above us.

Imagine a whole room full of kids. No sleep? Well almost.

Too tired after everything.

Played with the PS2.

Pictionary, Jennifer and I won :)

Some scherades.

Eating junk food.

The 2 working girls slept first.

Then it was me and the boys.

They were wrestling on TV while

I was lying down on the couch literally looking at the ceiling with my headphones on.

Got myself thinking about everyone.

Next day pretty much hectic too.

Some water bed thingy at the sea.

Then volleyball.

Lunch back at SUC.

Now Im here.

Knowing that Im happiest when with my family :)

Back There.

I miss Sabah :')

Had an all girl talk with all the girls in the house last night.

Yeah the four of us.

Reminiscing on the past.

Telling mommy how much I miss Sabah.

Celebrating christmas and going into deep jungles to visit people.

You dont get that here in Seremban.

LOL

Meeting up with daddy's old friends.

Man hearing stories about your dad in his youth is very

interesting? HAHAHAH

FUNNY.

Kampung after kampung.

Heee I love Labuan too.

I miss Uncle Ambrose and family.

I remember when he came to visit us here, he would always

tell me to pray before I leave home for school.

And when I'd come home, He'd leave the four of us little cute letters.

Awesome family friend :)

Boats and buses.

Its a whole different enviroment when I go back to Sabah.

Its nice to go back to somewhere where everything is totally different.

The people in Sabah are so friendly.

Imagine walking down on the way to a mall.

The passerbys smiling and saying hi.

Random but nice.

HAHA

Plus I love their language.

All those late night calls mommy have with nenek and aunty,

damn nice. Its like they're rapping in BM.

Frankly, talking a little bit faster and ofcourse some words

you wont understand la.

I only know one word

MULAU

it means CRAZY.

hahah

I remember when Fred and I used to go around the jungle behind Uncle's place.

We saw a wild boar. SERIOUSLY.

HAHAHAH we started running like hell back into the house.

Back in Sabah? They use to word 'bah' while we here,

use to word 'la'

For example: Go eat bah.

Hah I always say that for fun.

I cant wait to go back and see everyone again.

Wonder how Andy is now.

He always called himself Cicakman.

HAHAHA.

I miss them all:)

HAHAHHAHAAH

#nowplaying Happiness-The Fray

I realized I need to tell myself this all the time.

I've been dreaming of this day.

19 0ct. I cant wait. What more with Sofea and cousins :)
I hope the sing 'Born For This' because if they dont? I hope there'll be some riot XD

Just A Feeling That I Have

Well not all the time. Sometimes nothing is nothing and sometimes nothing is something.

I remembered being asked about why I said it. I remember saying I cant remember.
I remember now. But does it change anything?

A little confused at times but I know where I am now and yeah I am happy where I am I suppose. But a little change can be good.