Do you remember December?

Happy December everyone :)
Have you really realized how time has just passed by so fast? Well I did today. On my way to Malacca, I kept thinking about what I did this whole year. I teared a bit :')
yehyeh's 79 now. He's still strong. Taking down those durians behind his backyard. Still driving around town buying this and that. I remembered just celebrating yehyeh and mama's 50th anniversary last year? Or was it 2 years ago? 2010's coming to an end. So fast ey? The look on yehyeh's face just now as I was the first to go through the glass door. He was so happy to see me :') Im happy to see him. How he raised me together with mama when I was so young. Look at him now, being sick all the time. Fainting all the time and now he's got this device in him to help pump his heart if it stops beating again? Again?
Uncle David was so insistent on making yehyeh go for the operation for that device thing. He was so insistent. Many people I know have taken that device thing for their heart. The side effects are not good. They only last up for a year or so. Then what? What if it doesnt work no matter how hard it pumps? What if? ILY yehyeh :')


hmm I remember it was only last year when we started selling flowers for our confirmation funds. I remember feeling so excited because its all only beginning to start. All the parents combining. All the students knowing each other more. Wow. Look at the time. Theres no more of that now. Sales are over. Media Camp's over. Confirmation camp's over. Pretty soon next year, classes are over. I'll miss you guys. Hell yeah we'll still bump into each other in church but it'll be different you know. Things will change. Thats just the way it is. I dont mind if things change because they will no matter what. Its just a little hard knowing that things will change and maybe people like me, would like to stay here. The way things are. Stay here and not move forward for awhile. Let time freeze. Cherish it enough then move forward. Hahah if only right?

One more month until next year. One more month until a whole new year of challenges.

I love my decembers :) they're usually always nice and good. I cant wait to go back to Sabah :)