Lord there is none like you.

I've been playing this song on the piano all day :D haha everyone's asking me whats up with the sudden urge to play church songs :D

Anyways, I've been having little fights with myself about choir. About whether I can take it up full time next year. I've seen how things can go wrong trying to keep things together for choir. Heck, I've seen how my seniors handle it for the past 4 years. I remember how this person told me that I can never be as good as the other presidents because Im the opposite of what they are. Im not as smart as all the past presidents. Really they're like really smart. Im probably not as strong in terms of handling pressure like how they do it.
But I will try to make myself as strong as how they are. For the sake of the people I've grown to love and known in choir, I will try.
I've had conversations with people closed to me about this. Believe or not? Majority asked me to hand down my post to someone else.
I was so close to making my decision to QUIT choir on that Sunday afternoon in AgroPark.
Right out in the open, YES I wanted to QUIT.
But then, I thought hey, dont make rash decisions now. Take some time and talk to God. I really did and just today? Playing The Power of Love on the piano? My prayer was answered :)

I've let down too many people in my life. Okayh maybe just one or two. But they mean a lot to me. Right now, Im not just gonna let down a whole lot of girls. No way. They look up to me. Gosh, I cant imagine telling Mellissa I quit. I cant see Ale's face letting her know I quit. All that talk I had with Joyce? I cant let her down. I cant let Jenna down. Commitment plays a big role right here. I will stay committed. I will. No matter how hard it'll be next year, I will stay committed.