LOL what a way of proposing to that girl :)

Dont Stop Now

Well where i come from,
You learn to take it nice and slow,
Baby since we met
Oh its been go go go

so you can rough me up
yeah baby you can hurt me too
because all I've got (all I've got)
you see all I've got is you

you can rough me up
you can break me down
baby don't stop now
Oh you can use me up till it all runs out baby don't stop now
I'm all yours, I'm all your somehow
baby don't stop now

So where I come from
We learn to make the best of things
Honey since we met
You know you've had the best of me
so u can lock me out, yeah baby throw away that key

Because all I know is that this is where I want to be
you can rough me up
you can break me down

baby don't stop now
Oh you can use me up till it all runs out baby dont stop now
I'm all yours, I'm all yours somewhow
Baby don't stop now

you can rough me up
you can break me down
baby don't stop now
Oh you can use me up till it all runs out
Baby don't

Hey, you can rough me up
you can break me down
baby don't stop now
Oh you can use me up till it all runs out baby don't stop now
I'm all yours, I'm all yours somehow
Baby dont stop now

Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey
Oh honey don't stop now
Hey, hey, hey, hey
Well baby don't stop now

Came to school feeling so tired. I slept off at like 10pm yesterday. Still I come to school like I havent slept for days? Anyways. Yesterday English was the last period. Me = TIRED. So I slept.

Woke up halfways with teacher looking at me. Are you okay Fran? Blur as usual. Got assigned into a group for oral. She asked me for suggestions. Dont know why I thought about those people. People who got into trouble for things they didnt do and in the end they are the ones who have to pay for it. It was just a thought I had though and turned out that we're doing inspiring stories on people like them. So yeahh Im pretty excited about this one. 4 stories. Each girl tells one.

Cuz we're the lucky ones on every road

Today wasnt so bad right? It was good. A beautiful morning to me at least. Mommy :') Then again I realized how much I depend on her. Realized how much I go to her when I have things troubling me. I think I got a part of my thinking skills from her? She's wiser ofcourse. Ily mommy.

I felt a little sad since I had to go for addmaths. Really wished I could spend a little more time with you. But hey, lets make every Sunday worth it aite? We'll make it through.
An hour or so every Sunday is good enough. Imy already.

Class today was interesting. Hmm

Ever since that talk I had with Dyy that Sunday, I realized I dont complain as much as I used to about the fact that Monday comes after Sunday. School. I've been feeling rather relaxed and just thankful on my Sunday nights. Heres one thing Im practising, if you really try to think positively about the days ahead of you, trust me, it'll work somehow. As crappy you're feeling on that specific day, it'll turn out okay somehow. Well it works for me now.

:)

Came across this while I was going through some pictures.

This was last year. Gaawd :')

and things now. Imyou girls really.

The Roommate

Need to watch this in the theater :)

#nowplaying Warning Sign

I honestly gained a lot of experience in this camp. Treasure Hunt it seems. For the first time, I actually learned how to paint batiks and make kites. Not only that, dudeee I caught a FISH with my BARE HANDS. Do you know how slippery and fast it was? and the fish almost looked like a snake in that mud pool. Scary. LOL everyone was screaming 'IKAN IKAN' all run to that corner and freakin scare the fish off -.- Those men trainees (teachers) pssh they caught 14 fishes. Well at least we've got 1 :D After playing with all of that mud, that lady told us all to wash off in that PARIT before showering in the bathrooms. PARIT lol. Then naik lorry with wind in the hair. Haha Esther,Nisha and I were enjoying that ride. We all got seperated into different groups. Stayed with different people. My foster parents were okay. Makan makan a lot though. 3hours going to Dorani Homestay and 5 hours going back home -.- but that 5 hours was worth it. Got Esther to get really addicted to The Wanted's Golden. Had Jonas Brothers playing while the two of us syok sendiri singing along ;) Like old times ey? It really surprises me how sometimes people just tend to open up your eyes in the way you see certain things. I wont forget this Es because truth be told, it means a lot to me although I dont show it. I am really blind sometimes and Im sorry for that. Really am blessed though :')

Reached around 8pm. Mom picked me up to go have dinner with the rest celebrating Sean. Entered the room, BAAMM screams. LOL red faces all around the room. Makan and drink drink. Karaeoke. Left and went to Jusco to go buy stuff while the rest went to mama's.

Me, walking around full black. Shoes,shirt and pants. Bought an awesome notebook full of Owls on the front and back cover :D I have a very weird fascination toward owls. Went home, unpacked and here I am. Thank you Jesus.

Cathy Nguyen (lilcdwag) and Andrew Gracia

Im beginning to see the light

Knew them way before Glee sang Candles. I miss them :')
One of my obsession back then. Cassadee Pope good good change I see :)

#nowplaying Yellow-Coldplay

Sleeping with a smile tonight.

Nothing to lose but everything to gain

This past week had been a great one.

Usually after the holidays I'll probably say

Hey, here we go again. Back to the same old routine.

This time, its different.

I've been thinking about this for a few days, about

the changes I am going to make because this is SPM year right?

Dyy sorta talked some sense into today after that addmaths tuition.

You know, people always see me as this girl who'd probably do really

well in her studies. At one point, yes I was. I was on top. My parents were really proud of my achievements. Then that specific year, I let my head get the best out of me and

because I enjoyed doing what I did, I let myself loose from that day onwards untill well, today.

PMR was one of the effect of me doing so.

I knew I could have done much better than that. The results? Shocked everyone but I wasnt,

really. Because I knew I didnt really bother studying.

Its time I do my mom and dad some good.

Make them happy again, like old times :')

lol the things they used to get me because I always did well in my exams :)

Plus, its my future.

I know I wont do as well as 9A+s but hey, I can try right?

Setting a goal but not too high.

At least something good enough so I can walk out of that hall smiling.

Give my all to you

Heard that song once again. 'Its my song' said it a little too loud :) Today was good. Went out with a bunch of em. Good day yeeaah. Halfway through Im realizing, hey I wont get much time like these later on. I know at some point, I'll be stuck at home. Owh well, today was fun :) it adds up to making this one week rest worth it.

Happy 11th Birthday Florence

She's A Lady and Ladies Shouldnt Be Messed With

Hee Marc tweeted you back :)

FTSK

Thats us right there. Asked our marshall to take a picture for us.

Laser Tag was pure fun :')

Killed Rach from the back of her without her knowing for quite a number of times.

Well its more of deactivating her rather than killing her.

HAHAH. Saw Sofea a few times, screamed at her, for scaring me.

Well basically we went out to celebrate raerae's birthday.

My monkey, since we're going for that concert together, thought I'd get it for you.

Did buy anything though, except for those rings. Spent mostly on food.

First time rach and I going to Midvalley together and sof and I 3rd time lah right?

Laughed a lot on that day.

Went up to Borders watching Rach and Sofea going gaga over The Wanted and OneDirection.

I took my time observing them. Thinking how lucky I am since they're the closest to me.

After all the tough times we tried to stay strong. We almost had a huge split among each other

at one point. Even until today, we're still coping with the recent one.

Love you bumms lah. How I had my nights and they were there. Always.

Looking at some mag, I noticed some black shirt guy running fast behind me.

It was you. Told me earlier you were at home and that you just woke up while us girls were on

our way to Laser Tag. Surprise lah :) You're always doing all these surprise appearances.

Read your blog :)

Big big smile.

It was great having you there :')

and again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHELLE LEE :D

cause I shouldnt have to plead my case

Dougie & Frankie

2 years maan. Sad

#nowplaying Miracle-Paramore

Laser Tag :D

Funny little thing I felt today.

Though you were just right there, it felt like I havent talked or seen

you in ages. Imy.

Havent had a night like this in a while :')

Well you helped me cross the road in my dream last night.

I was on some busy road. No guts to cross over. Felt a sudden poke.

Guess who? Go sleep honest boy :)

#goodnightgoodnight

Young and full of running tell me where has that taken me?

Had a little talk. He's pretty worried about us leaving soon.

Already Jeffrey.

Sean's in college too and soon he'll be leaving to go back home to the US.

Then later, my turn and then Darian. Well thats if he wants to join Sean

after Form 4. Thought about it, pretty soon Ethan and the gang will

go through what we're going through.

Imagine when we're all grown up and married and we still hang around.

Ofcourse we would. Wow the Yeoh family. HUGE.

Pretty excited about the future. I wonder how things would be like by then.

Hopefully,we'll all be happy and lucky people.

Frederick, yeah Im an ass sometimes but hey dont worry so much.

Hah look who's talkin ey?

:)

The Maine

I know that one day, I'll be in this crowd of fans.

Just like how Paramore became real.

And sing for me softly, love,

Your song for tomorrow

And tell me my name's the one sitting in there somewhere

#nowplaying Goodnight Moon-Go Radio

Gardiner Sisters

The amount of times I stood there watching. The times I've kept my mouth shut and let them be. Im the kind of girl where if someone pisses me off, yeah I'll be very, very pissed. I'll complain this and that to someone close to me. But in the end, I'll do nothing about it.
Theres no reason to start a fight. Any fight really. I dont like watching people fighting. Especially girls. Them scream at each other like nobody's business. What for? Really. I dont understand why people 'want' to pick a fight or you know, do stupid things. Girly fights are unnecessary. A waste of time. Told Es today. You know me Es, I dont like drama. Never did and I dont intend to be apart of any. Whatever comes my way, I always let them win. 'Take whatever you want. I dont care' that was always my mind concept on certain things.But at times, its also a problem for me because people push me around easily knowing that I'll give in. Thats one thing I worry now. They take advantage and it is a big deal because in the real world once I step out of secondary. Thats what people do. They take advantage of you whenever they can just so they can reach the top.

I have this feeling where I finally find the words to say but I cant tell you.

Dont know why Im like this tonight.

So I thought, hey lets go through some pictures.

Came across this.

I miss that day and everything else before it.

Planning to wait out tonight until the sun comes out.

Used to wait up all night for that kind of light.

Tomorrow will be good.

Yeah I buy stuff to feel better.

Dont know why, when Im like this, of all people Daddy sees it.

Thats one reason why I love him. He looks at me and just with one look

I already understand what he's trying to tell me.

Suddenly Im 'that' girl.

I really dont like being where Im at.

Anyways, 1 week of holiday.

Florence and Rachelle's birthday on the 17th.

Spending time with Rach and Sofea.

What else?

Its all good.

Friday.

It rained the whole day.

Sofea and I singing When It Rains :)

Flashbacks was what happen today basically.

We talked.

Came home and found out later on about the earthquake and tsunami in

Japan. I cant help but feel really, whatever it is Im feeling now.

Hmm :/

#prayforjapan

other places getting it too

Susan's in college and her place got hit well just some little

earthquake la but damn :(

All in prayers now.

Never Gonna Leave This Bed

So much for never leaving his bed. LOL

Castle On A Cloud

Hoping that today would be a good day.

Well it was a good day.

So proud of the girls :')

They did well today.

Though Im very surprised She of all teachers came and told

me that we still have a chance for the top spot.

Coming from her, wow.

Im touched maan.

Got good feedbacks from a lot of people.

Now now, lets hope we can keep this up.

We have to.

Kelab time was great.

From what I saw, I guess everyone enjoyed themselves? haha

Hmm what a day.

cuz I know superman

Really dissapointed in myself right now. I let my mind get to me. Someone please please
slap me real hard. Please.

Colton Dixon :')

Its such a waste the judges didnt choose him. They choose Brett but in the end Brett didnt even make it to Top13.

We'll never be as bright as we are now

Say my name like it's the last time,
Live today like its your last night,
We want to cry but we know its alright,
Cause I'm with you and your with me,
Butterflies, butterflies..we were meant to fly,
You and I, you and I... colors in the sky,
We could rule the world someday, somehow
But we'll never be as bright as we are now.

We're standing in a light that won't fade,
Tomorrow's coming but this won't change,
Cause some days stay gold forever.
The memory of being here with you is one
I'm gonna take my life through,
Cause some days stay gold forever.

Promise me you'll stay the way you are,
Keep the fire alive and stay young at heart,
When the storm feels like it could blow you out
Remember, you got me and I got you..
Cause we are butterflies, butterflies... we were meant to fly,
You and I, you and I... colors in the sky,
When the innocence is dead and gone,
these will be the times we look back on.

We're standing in a light that won't fade,
Tomorrow's coming but this won't change,
Cause some days stay gold forever.
The memory of being here with you is one I'm gonna take my life through,
Cause some days stay gold forever.

I won't, I won't let your memory go
Cause your colors they burn so bright,
Who knows, who knows what tomorrow will hold
But I know that we'll be alright

Butterflies, butterflies... we were meant to fly,
You and I, you and I... colors in the sky,
We could rule the world someday, somehow
But we'll never be as bright as we are now.

We're standing in a light that won't fade,
Tomorrow's coming but this won't change,
Cause some days stay gold forever.
The memory of being here with you is one I'm gonna take my life through,
Cause some days stay gold forever.

Part of Everybody's Fine soundtrack. Yeeaaah :)

butterflies, butterflies we were meant to fly

Ahhh its out :D Jay did his funny dance x)
Nathan ;) LOL I want a red nose too. HAHA

We're just trying to find some color in this black and white world

Funny how things turned out.

I dreamt you came asking me that question.

I fired back.

I dont even know why I bother, probably because I never did expect that from you.

That was some dream maan and it happened

during Physics.

Woke up, blur.

and we try and we fall and we live another day

Dont even bother reading this. LOL you'd read it anyways. So I have Physics and Moral tomorrow. Idk why, but I dont have the mood to study at all. Well I did a little bit just now. Just watched Time Traveller's Wife with Florence since Felicia ditched us to go study, unlike me, I stayed and watched. Good movie.
Ended up crying at the end with Florence :') I was thinking a lot today. Called Sofea and talked. Talked to Felicia and you know what? She's growing up. I just realized that. She came up to me for some advice on certain problems she's facing now. I went through that before and back then, I had no one to look up to. No big sister or big brother at home for me to ask about things. I grew up discovering things on my own. I told Felicia,
'hey, Im really glad you came to me, I had no one to go to last time and the fact that for some reason, you look up to me, wow'
I dont know why, but I've been talking and talking to Florence and Felicia about life and things they'd go through when they're at my age. Damn Im totally going the opposite way of why I wanted to blog just now. Forget it lah. Dont want that thought to disturb me tonight. Lol Idk why I blogged about those two girls when I wanted to blog about something else. The feeling just came. Haha

You and I, You and I, colours in the sky ;)

Hey there, wow I havent been blogging for quite some time eh? Busy lah. But this wont last for long. Thats what Im waiting for anyways, for SPM to come soon and for me to say bye bye to school :p hmm February wasnt that bad right? IDK I cant really remember what happened in February. But obviously, I do remember some stuffs la ;) One thing though, in the month of February, I realized
who was good to stay and who was good to go. For whats worth, I have awesome people with me now. Hmm my February Weekends were greaat :) Great weekends. Now weekdays of March, be nice to me yeah?
Happy 1st of March everyone and to those sitting for exams, goodluck ;) we all need a little luck sometimes right? Haha. Since its March, its a little closer to Maroon 5 now. Owh well, I love my weekends ;)