A video to raise awareness about human trafficking.
At the same time, I miss listening to them.

Glad I learnt this.
Beautiful piece :')

Remember to slow down at all of our favourite parts

Walking on the streets just now, couldn't help looking at how the sky changed into its different form. Realized how, its been quite sometime since I actually looked up and looked around and appreciate everything Jesus has to offer. Simple stuff, walking on the streets, looking at people revolving around me. Loved what I saw, well from my little perspective of things la. Walk till we were right smack in the middle, outside of church. Calm surrounding. Music. The Church looked so beautiful. Fireworks and you right next to me. Glad I decided to come tonight, really am.
As for the boys at home, I owe you guys a lot. Haha missed out on meeting Jeff's new girl. Soon la Penang ;)
Really happy at this moment of life.

I'll stop the whole world from turnin into a monster

Us members on the website get to watch the release on June 3rd x) Beat that people.

AHHHH another something to keep me pumped up about Paramore's latest and even better Im waiting for the next album. Probably summer :)

#paramoreisaband

So follow the lines and I'll be your guide

None of my business yes. I went through some of her stuff. Saw something and that was it, CURIOSITY. Her being at this age, Im glad you have a reason to go to school. Back when I was 13, I hated going to school every single day. Hated school because of the class I was in and because of how people in class would treat me. Only memory I had when I was 13 was when I was in choir. Things changed when I was 14. Moved up to a higher class. Met them and things changed for the better I suppose. But 14 was when I got into a lot of trouble. I got influenced, I dont blame anyone really. Despite all the trouble, hey Im glad we passed through it all. It was fun while it lasted. We're stupid girls back then. We were. The fact that we can still talk about the past and laugh about how stupid we were? Thats great really.

I may not be the best sister ever, yes I do make you cry, occasionally and I dont say sorry because Im too stubborn to admit Im wrong. Really, I've never been a really good sister. But I try to when I can. I see you in school, so happy and when I realize who you're always with, honestly that just brightens up my day, well maybe for a few minutes or so but Still!

The people you choose to be friends with just so happens to be the girls who adds up to making my life just ever so wonderful :') Not *my friends I mean but the ones younger than me. You may not have real good ones around your age, but always remember the ones older than you are, are much wiser.

Uh so where do I start? I've been putting so many thoughts on hold, I dont even know what to blog about anymore the moment I open my page. But yes, I am thinking about something right now, so what the heck right? HAHAH

So we're all coming to an end of our midterm exams right? Hallelujah praise the Lord. Amen.

'But the battle's not over yet', mom's favourite line -.-"

Anyways, tomorrow last paper. Pretty happy about that but after holidays, results. I honestly cannot remember what I sat for. Oh well.

Theres another change I've been noticing for quite sometime too. Its not only just because its exam time. I mean, we're all somehow seperated into two groups. I know you realize it too. I know you do. In fact, we all do. One group, the church gang and the other is probably well, the rest of you guys. One side's telling me, 'Hey its not worth it, you're probably not seeing them anymore after SPM so why bother?' and Im thinking, yes its true but dudeee how can you say that about them. Werent you a part of us too? Like wth is going on with everyone man. Teachers are telling me the same. Other parents coming to my mom, acting all nice in front of her. Behind our backs they freakin judge my mom and the way she choose to raise me. WTF such hypocrites and I cant believe people in church actually look up to you in church. Well not just you, a group of you adults and you people influence your daughters to come say things to me. Just to put things out, I love my mom. I love the way she is to me and yeah she's probably not as tight as how you are? I thank God because she's the perfect balance of being a strict mom and being perfectly loose enough to be my friend. At least I can say that my mom's close enough to me that I can even say she's my bestfriend. At least, she knows that she's the someone I can go to when I am troubleD. At least she knows that Yes, I am a teenager and most teens only rely on their friends, but heck NO my parents raised me to always stay with the family and to always trust your parents. Though I may have question them sometime, but later on, I'd realized why do they such. My parents are DAAA BOMB and no any other parent should tell or judge the way my parents choose to raise us kids.

MOVING ON

Dear monkey and potato,

I know you'll be reading this soon enough so here it goes.

I miss you two so much. Really. I know I havent been spending time with you guys as I used too.

I realized that. You know Sofea, you could be sitting right next to me either in class or in the hall but I never do talk to you as I used to right? and Rach, you're in a different class. I missed how I used to be able to turn behind and know that hey you're behind me. You were always that someone I'd have heart to heart talks with. Well when we were 16 we did.

I said it before, and I'll say it again, I feel the distance yo. Miss you two so much. You guys always had my back and will always have my back right? Hahah ilytwo.

Holidays, we have got to get together and do some damage :)

Okayh, I sorta lost my blogging magic. That kindof thing you'd always go through Rach? Hahah I understand now. I dunno whatelse to blog about -.-"

HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS. I CANNOT WAIT TO WATCH. SOON SOON SOON. #randomshoutout

So happy with the outcome of the two mash up :)
I Feel Pretty from the musical West Side Story and TLC's Unpretty.
Wow-ed me a lot when I heard them two singing this mash up.
Two historical song. Still stunned.

She misses her. Dont we all have a little friend we'd miss too? :/

Great vid. Hah

The kind of song *if you were to ever go through something tough with a special someone.
You'd cry listening to this.
Always did loved Adele. Great song.

Lord knows I haven't tried I'll take my stand one last time

I've been postponing my recent blogpost for quite sometime I suppose. But here's one since tomorrow's like our big day. Well it is because, for 7 years straight in a row we've been going to Nationals without doubt but then 3 years back, that chain has been broken. Everyone, well the whole school is rooting on us to get back on track. Including our past seniors. Off all my 5 years spent in school, I've only been to Nationals with the choir team when I was 13. Then the year after, no more nationals. Im not hoping for anything great, really. I am just really greatful that we've made it this far. Proud of them, yes I am. They've been staying back everyday since February for this day, well for tomorrow. I've been staying back everyday since Form 1. Imagine that. Imagine how much choir means to me. Right now till this very day, I am the only one standing here, who's been to nationals for choir. Everyone else 'seniors' left the school already. After this year, we'd be facing 'extinction' as what I was referring to earlier this evening. The reason I want us to at least make it this year is so that you girls would be able to get that taste of victory. Honestly, being able to represent Negeri Sembilan for Nationals is such an Honour. I dont know how to put this down but yeah, I've explained that feeling to them this evening. How much this whole thing means to me. How much I want them to see what I've seen.

Its a really great experience to be able to meet people from other states and knowing that hey, you're in choir, Im in choir. Lets make something up now and sing for fun. Nawwh its much more than that. Gawwd 2007 was great :') Imagine me being the youngest of 2007's choir team batch and look at me now. Im leading the whole pack. 2011. Joanne's our youngest one this year. Who knows, she might be 2015's Choir President. Why not? I see it in her :)

Not going to set my hope high at all because I know for sure if the results dont come out as what we want it to be, I would have to be the one standing strong telling them its alright. Judge me lah, yes little Fran? Who's always emotional. She's going to be strong?

Hey, why not? Well yeah, I'll admit it. I am an emotional girl. I got that quality from my mom. She cries easily. Like me lah. But when there comes a time for you to be that one person everyone can go to and depend on and just be strong? I will be that person. No matter what the consequences are, I will be that person. For these girls, I would.

No matter whatever the outcome is, if it is yours, then it is yours.

Tomorrow, I'll sit back and watch as everyone revolves around me.

I know I'll love what I see.

and though we never learn we close our eyes and hope it wont hurt

Havent been blogging in such a long time. Its 3am and Im seating for my Biology papers tomorrow? Im just going to do the best I can. Not expecting really good grades. Just good enough. Idk. We'll see.
I've been so busy, I havent got time to sit, think and blog.
Confirmation and Choir.
Things have been rough and tough. I'll admit that but hey, it wont last forever. Plus, its like what Jason said, you fall to rise again #truethat . What doesnt kill you only makes you stronger.
Goodluck for your midterm guys, well except for those who are *almost done ;) psssh. Goodluck anyways.
Have a good week ahead peeps.
Imma try turn things around this week.

Feel it so badly especially with
#nowplaying Warning Sign.
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I see you shine in your way. Go on, go on, go on

I remember having a great weekend after Maroon 5 and that Monday too. Pretty much told myself to keep my mind clean and clear until school starts all over again. It did. This week was tough but it was good enough to keep me going. If I were how I was last year at this point of time, I would have probably gone into depression. Yeah most probably. I often go up to them and ask them how they do it? I keep hearing the same stuff and I get tired of hearing those words. Often I question God when do I start feeling the way they did or will I? Because all I keep getting myself into is frustrations and dissapointments. Im not saying its them or anything, its just, Its probably my fault for not handling things the way the rest did. Leadership? Where is it? Have I lost it?

I realized how much I've been questioning myself. Then again, I put that aside because, yeah they're only my negative thoughts. Thoughts like that, tend to push you down and make you think things that are probably not as how they seem to be.

That Wednesday, I sat down, thinking what else is there to make it right? Hui Min came over . Told me to just look at the Altos. As we were observing them, girls, she brought me back to when I was in Form 1. Back then, and look at us now. We're the ones standing here and making decisions for everyone. We're the ones teaching them. We're the ones, They look up to. Where we are now, is where our past seniors were at. They've gone through the same path. Bad days and good days. If they could do it, why cant we?

Until this very day, Im still here, standing strong (not crying like a baby I mean) and trying my very best to make it the best for everyone else. Trying my very best to keep them girls together as a family.Trying my best to make sure, that this year's Form 5s are going to be the girls that the rest of the little ones will still talk about and miss once we're out of that school gate for real.

These past few days, I had a talk with each and every single one of them. Finally put my *yoda skills* to good use and well yeah in the process of doing so, 3 of them cried. It wasnt because of me scolding them? Because I know didnt scold them. Instead I told them to cry off their stressness away.

'Honey dear, I dont know how? But I see it in you. You keep seeing yourself as a somebody who's at the bottom. DONT. Believe in yourself like how I believe in you. You're amazing. Dont care what others think, dudeee all YOU need is to believe in yourself. Take a deep breathe and start believing.'

Today's performance, was okay. One more week to go and who knows, maybe after that, we'll have more to come.

After today, Joyce, Im starting to understand what you were trying to tell me. Really I am.

I see the light now.

#thingsarelookingup

Tomorrow's just another day. Heck no its THE DAY :)